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I woke up early this morning to prepare myself to head to the clinic. I had made my decision, and I had decided to get an abortion. I just prayed that my body heals properly, and that I can produce more kids when I am ready to have a child and to have a family .
Once I seen how Isaiah came outside, all pissed off and asked me did we kiss, I knew that it would cause problems in the future and like my auntie said her dad is crazy and I don't want no problems with her.
I will gladly just stick to doing her hair and nails and expanding my brand that's all I really care about. That's all I need to focus on.
Yeah, it would've been cool for me and her to become friends but it's fine. I guess we can just keep it at business.
Like I swear, I'm not delusional or anything like that. Like I said, he had a choice to be in his baby's life or not, I just wanted my child to have a family like I did, but clearly it would not go that way even though what he said to me, but clearly problems will come with that. I do not want nothing to do with.
I do not want to coparent. I Do not want to have my child one weekend and don't have the child the next weekend or to see my child every other day...
Yeah, maybe I was wrong to try to get my auntie to get me a fake DNA test. Well I was wrong but ...yeah there's no excuses for that because I could've got a real one like honestly but I would've had to wait and it would've been more bullshit so why not get Instant results that he is father But whatever I'm done with situation.
I went to my contacts and I just blocked Isaiah and I blocked him on social medias. I didn't want nothing to do with him.
This really really hurts me but I'll get over it. It's just he was different and I thought he was different. I'm not gonna say he like everyone else but I just thought that I would be able to keep his baby and not have to hurt myself but never mind.
As I was walking out the house, my mother and my father stopped me.
" where are you going young lady?" My father asked me.
"To the mall" I lied.
"Oh okay, I guess we're all going to the mall" my mother said.
"Well I'm going to my friends house first" I lied
"Well why didn't you say that" my father asked.
"You've always been bad at lying" he also said to me.
"Why you don't want to hang out with your cool ass parents" my dad said putting his shades on.
"I don't have cool parents to hang out with" I said and my mom started laughing.
"Oh that's funny" my daddy said
"Yes, take them ugly ass glasses off" my mom said still laughing.
"Ight see I was going to take both of yall on a shopping spree but nevermind" my father said walking to the living room.
