"have you seen roger?" i asked, we were all at a bar, we were all celebrating
"i saw him go get another drink couple minutes ago" john says as i stumble towards the bar
thats when i saw it.
cheryl, how the fuck did she get over here?
she was whispering in his ear and licking his neck as he let out groans as he put his hand up her skirt
"what the fuck." i said standing there, he opened his eyes and looked at me and pushed her off of him
"now thats fucked up." i say turning around
"aubre- wait! sorry i'll be right back." i hear roger say behind me as i go sit with john and them, john and veronica were being extra touchy. either the booze or drunk words are sober thoughts.
"aubrey i'm sorry" roger says as i sit down
"what happened?" brian asked as he seen me breathing heavily
"he- he cheated on me, with cheryl" i say as they all looked at roger disappointed i looked at a bartender "bartender!" i slurred
"get me 5 shots!" i said as the room started spinning
"aubrey please listen to me" roger says leaning beside me
the bartender came with 5 shots, i took all five
each shot i took i could see roger getting angrier and angrier
suddenly i felt like i collapsed, like i was in a dream
i blinked a few times and looked around slowly "aubs are you okay?" chris says leaning forward
she was our sober driver so she couldn't drink
they all looked at me as i started coughing rank, i stood up gasping for air as i pushed roger out the way and rushed outside
"aubrey!" roger says calling out to me, i could hear footsteps behind me
i got outside and caught my breath
i sat on the side walk and lit a smoke "baby you couldn't breathe just now and your smoking?" roger asks sitting beside me
"don't call me that" i said running a hand through my hair "go call cheryl that" i say coughing
"i'm sorry i thought she was yo-"
"no! no you fucking didn't!" i snapped "you obviously called her and told her we were coming here! i saw you on the phone and you kept smiling!" i say coughing again
"so what if i did!?" he yelled back "i don't have time for this." i say flicking my smoke on the ground as i rushed inside
i sat back down with the guys and girls
as i sat back down someone grabbed me by the shoulders and made me look at them
it was roger
"what do you mean you don't have time!?" he says pulling me closer, his eyes being very red "yes you fucking do! you know why? because your fucking useless and you don't have a life! you don't wanna be anything when you grow up. like you ever fucking are gonna grow up!? your so fucking childish! all you do is write poems!" he says as he got closer to my face
"what is wrong with you?" i managed to say, the alcohol somehow wearing off
"roger you had to much to drink mat- you act like this when your drunk." brian says as he tries pulling roger off me
"don't fucking act like a sad person aubrey! gosh you fucking piss me off!" he says pushing me
"i'm fucking sad?! of course i am! my fucking bestfriend just died! you think its fucking easy for me!? no its not! i'm this fucking close to giving up roger taylor!" i say punching his chest
"and i write poems because its the only fucking thing making me happy right now! you think i liked being alone for fucking 5 years!? no!" i say as he runs his hand through his hair
"then why the fuck did you run away aubrey?!" he says getting closer to me
"because i was 12! 12! roger! i was depressed! yall should be fucking lucky i'm alive right now!" i say getting closer to him
"quit being such a fucking twat!" he yells in my face
"then sober up! 'boyfriend of the year'!" i say scoffing and backing away
"i'm going back to london." i say hugging mary
"on your own?!" he says grabbing my wrist
"ow roger that hurts!" i say pulling back my hand "and yes on my fucking own! because nobody seems to understand me in this fucking shitty life i'm stuck in!" i say looking up at him
"i had a dream! i had a fucking dream the other day that i was happy and free! but my dreams are just dreams and i'm stuck in this fucking life!" i say staring at him
"if i end up in the hospital tonight." i say stepping forward to roger "don't even worry about me." i say backing away
"like i'd care anyway!" he yelled behind me as i walked towards the exit
"aubrey! aubrey don't go!" i heard chris and them call behind me
there was a vehicle that followed us around everywhere just incase we forgot something and the bus couldn't turn around
"give me the keys" i say to the driver as he handed me the keys "are you okay aubrey?" he asked looking at me
"no, but i'll get through it." i say getting into the vehicle
i started it and drove off, i turned on the radio
falling in love with you by elvis started playing
i screamed at the top of my lungs and hit the radio
i started speeding, not having a care in the world.
suddenly i started going to the left, and then i saw big white lights, and then everything went black with a loud crash, my ears started ringing as i had a big throbbing pain in my head, and everything stopped
i was sorta awake but couldn't open my eyes
"gosh aubrey i'm so sorry about what happened please don't leave me." i heard a voice say, i was in a lot of pain.
suddenly i was out again
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i woke up a couple hours later i think in a hospital, surrounded by a lot of people
i struggled to open my eyes, it was so bright
suddenly i opened them fully and saw mary, freddie, john, brian, chris, veronica, and roger in front of me
they were all crying, i sat up a bit and groaned
"my love i'm so sorry." roger said holding my arm, i looked down at my body
only a broken arm, and probably a bruised knee
my nose hurt like a bitch.
suddenly i remembered what happened, i burst out into tears as mary rushed to my side, i grabbed her and held her
"mary why is my life so hard." i say between sobs
"life can be like that sometimes love." she says holding me
after awhile i leaned back again
i calmed down
"your nose is broken." brian says as i reached up with my none broken arm and touched it, i felt bandaids
"again?" i say coughing "what do you mean again?" john asks as they all stopped crying
"when i first went out to london, a guy broke in and i was only 15 and i tried protecting myself and he punched me in the nose and it broke" i say looking at roger
his eyes were so red. and puffy
"can we have a talk alone?" he asks looking at me, i nodded and everyone left the room
"what is there to talk about?" i asked crossing my arms
"i'm sorry aubrey. i really am"
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