Dear Future Wife

E45 Nurture that nature

Wife,

Alam mo ba, in this phase of life. Why should I stop for this storm to passed by.
Malapit na ako matapos sa mga construction payment plan ko.
And to be part of this being an adult (adult by the way)
I didn't take any tons of responsibility to be known, either I.
I was indecisive because of how I supposed to be responsible to our home +
nakalimutan ko na magpatawad in myself - not to mention that I was also hard on myself+
andaming nangyari this past few months
but one thing for sure.
I was going to have a panata on the way.
In the meantime, a quick question about my life right now.
is there's something I can do about it?
yes, being an online seller.
is there's something elsewhere I can make it?
yes, being consistent.
is there's something I was so grateful for?
yes, there's is - a home,  a work, a breathing life, a food on the table, a sense of what you can provide.

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to whom I can see the light, to dark days of being irresponsible.
yet continue to show up.

is that what you're doing so, but you're dissatisfied sheep.
And to the moment, please please be gentle with your soul.

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anyare? It is supposed to be good or it is not that far from way to pursue a career that was enjoying the day and before

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Is this enough proof that I was so excited and confused at the very very least.

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you know what - that's my gift to myself, insurance policy at least 5 years.

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and another set of lights coming your way, I should have done more than ever.

Should I act out or action plan more versus execution?

anunabatalaga?
yours truly,
JM