dear isaiah,
i saw you again tonight,
nothing changed, still unfazed,
my feelings for you remain the same.
its so hard not to love you.
its like you don't even need to try.
you are perfect, but even better if you are by my side.
the thought of that lingers in my mind,
you're just up here, keeping a certain space occupied.
thoughts of if we'd ever be together then i can finally unleash all these feelings i hide.
but its embarassing, indeed,
how can i ever tell you that you are a part of my dream?
how can i ever tell you that for you my emotions bleed?
i bleed so helplessly,
my feelings won't stop pouring out of my heart.
everytime i see you it gets even worse,
and the more i get to know you, the more i get hurt.
♡
