moments of doubt

will never

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feb. 11, 2024

𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘦.
i have known a riddle about two people longing for each other's embrace yet, cannot be together.
it holds quite a time of mine, seemingly stuck in this puzzle.

they said, “love itself is not enough”, how does love can ever be enough?

it is like these red strings that were tangled in a knots that you cannot ever seen to figure out and must just have to cut it,
because even if you tied it once again, your strings will never be the same: the knots are weak, and the foundation of the string is not enough.

i wonder how frightening it is to think how just the two of you would probably meet one day,
and will wish to the heavens to force their fates to once again, collide.
but never did.

it will be forever a mystery to me, how they would force themselves to believe that all is a thousands ’maybe’, a “maybe in another life.” is i think the most excruciating hopelessness agony lovers may face in a lifetime.

our lives is just a one run journey, and i hope i don't ever get to live it in regrets such as this.