Kai Scott
I don't know what's wrong with me I've been feeling uneasy for so long I've always been thirsty
The real competition just started today and I'm already feeling sick
I can't sing sometimes I feel like I'll die but it's not bad though maybe it's sire throat
We walked to the field and met the kids there some kids were practicing for the dance competition and I overheard some kids talking about Amelia
I smiled so she's coming back to Australia I'm actually waiting for her return
I saw the j.bombers signing autographs for their fans and the Barbies also
" They got a lot of fans" Jake said beside me and I turned
" Hmm" I only nodded and looked at Beauty( Min Ha) smilling with the girlfriends
One thing I'm sure of is that I don't hate Sharon and I really pity her for going through does bullies from her father
" I really pity Sharon" Arthur said beside me, I looked at him and smiled
The camp is not as interesting as I want it to be though but I know we have a long way to go
It's two weeks
Thea Trachtenberg
I called one of the organisers
" Hi Thea" she waved
" I want you to do something for me don't forget you owe me a favour" I said without looking at her
" I'm ready to do anything" she said happily
I whispered my plan to her and she gasped
" You must do it" I left and went to my tent
I met the girls there and sat down happily
Jessica got up and I dragged her back
" How dare you walk out on your leader" I raised a brow
" I've told sir Edwards that I'm leaving the group" she said
" Ohhh.... ain't you bothered your step mom will murder you" I mocked
" At least I'm not being wicked all in the name of love'' she yelled
" Do you love Kai, he should be with only me" I yelled
"Ohh..really.." she mocked and moved closer to me
" Then tie him down" she threw out band on my bed and walked out angrily
I looked at the other girls" who among you is leaving " I mocked them and Amy dropped her band too
" I have to take care of my grandma" she left
Laura hissed and left the room
Sir Edwards
I looked at Chris in disgust and smack my lips
" You won't dictate for me" I yelled
" You can't abandon the blue oceans " he said angrily and sat down beside me
I sighed and looked at him in disgust
" You picked them up doesn't make you the boss" I yelled and got up and pointed my index finger at him
"You won't dictate for me" I said
" You acted like an angel in the presence of Mr Scott now you want to treat Kai and the guys this way" he mocked
" I did not kill him or did I" I asked and smirked
" I'm doing this for my daughter " I sat down back and sipped my wine
" So because the guys have no one to fight for them?" He looked at me and smacked his lips
" I didn't make them miserable or did I " I looked at Chris as he walked out
Kai Scott
We sat down and looked at the kids screaming
We don't have any loyal fans and that's painful
Look at everyone hating us because if what Thea posted
" It's a competition between leaders you should leave" Thea mocked Mario
" You won't find happiness" he yelled
" Ohhh ..you're losers" Thea mocked Mario
" I'll handle this" I held Mario's hand and pulled him back
" Are you trying to be cool" Thea mocked
" Is Kai trying to bully my Thea again" the kids down started gossiping, I smiled and sighed
"Let's talk after this competition,you might not come but I'll wait for you" I told her and faced Mario" you should leave don't make things difficult for me please" I patted his head and he smiled and left
I picked number 26 so I'll be the last person to sing
I watched the other guys sing, I know I can't sing Acapella with my voice currently
I brought out my phone I need to chat with the guys it's been long I read the group message
I looked at sir Edwards and sir Luther and smiled
I have to make sir Edwards proud
I was about to click on the group message when a notification popped up,I got really curious and opened it
Can't believe sir Edwards decide to give up on the blue oceans for the Barbies I know they're queens
His assistant Chris left the company because he was in support of the blue oceans so sad ...
I clenched my fist and looked at sir Edwards sipping his wine and sighed
I thought he was out only supporter so it was Chris all along
It was time for me to sing I looked at everyone and the guys
If the world throw lemon at you make sure you make lemonade out of it
I'll give my all to this
I took the microphone and I felt my cheeks got wet, can't believe I'm crying I looked at the guys they were cheering me up
Among thousands of people only six of them were cheering me up
So sad,we used to be the most wanted
I've never felt so low
I've never felt so sad
Loneliness is part of me already
Looking at my companions
Cheering me up
I really want them to be happy
Cause all my life I've be lost
I've been roaming in the darkness for long
It's been something I've always wanted
Being famous have always been my dream
Now see me crying for my peaceful time
Will I ever get the peace I deserve
Is it until I force it
It's never been good being famous
Sometimes you get the good attention
Sometimes you think suicide is the best
And all the lies put up against you
You'll just be vulnerable
Can't even defend yourself
And even if you do
They'll bring it up against you
I can't even drink beer without being criticized
Even the one I love went mad
What happened to who I trusted
We're all human
We're human too
The hate directed towards us is too much
Is it until we die and leave the world for you all
Will I ever get the peace I deserve
Will I ever get the true love for fans
Will I ever stay a day without being criticized?
I wiped my tears and dropped the microphone and went off the stage the kids down were screaming I knoe people did live video
I went to meet the guys and met them crying
"Kai" Mario hugged me
" It's fine now guys" I assured them and forced a smile
Funny enough I didn't feel the pain, I thought I was going to die if I try to sing Acapella but I did it
" Our fans are apologizing again" Ivan said looking disgusted
" They're our fans anyways"
" After the camp it'll be two weeks to the competition" Arthur looked at me
I sighed,
" I got an endorsement for you Jake " I said
" Really? Can I really be a model for a brand" he asked happily
" Trust me you're too perfect " I complimented him
He smiled happily
Thea Trachtenberg
I entered my tent and sighed angrily, I won't meet Kai no matter what
He hurt me so bad
He's heartless,I thought he was going to sing about me but he didn't
" Why are you here" I asked Laura as she entered my tent
" Dad wants to talk to you" I collected the phone from her
" Hello "
" Prepare your girls we've prepared for a concert"
" We're hosting a concert" I asked happily
" It was for the blue oceans but I want to dump them now " he said and I smiled after don't know why but trust me I'm not wicked I just want Kai to know how much I love him
" I'll prepare the girls" I assured him
Kai Scott
I've been Wait for Thea for almost two hours now and she haven't showed up
" I really need to put things straight for my conscience" I thought
I want to work toward my future especially now that I have no friends except the guys
I checked my phone and tried to message her when I discovered she has blocked me
She showed up after four hours,I can't believe I fell in love with someone like her
" Are you here to be shameless again" she mocked me
" No" I smiled
" You want me to take you back" she questioned
" Still no" I said I could see the shock in her eyes
" You don't want me" she questioned
" Thea ...I think you've over estimated yourself,you think acting this way is the best way to show me you love me" I asked
" Ohhh...is that why you're here"she said
" I don't want a girl that think I'll do shitty things"
" And who's she" she questioned
" You " I said bluntly
" Are you out of your mind" she asked almost raising her voice
" I don't want to have anything to do with you again " I said and sighed" you're disgusting " I walked out
That's my honest opinion about a girl who doesn't care about my feelings
Nothing happened between I and Sharon I'm not ready to be in any relationship right now
I just want to focus on my life
