last update was on Jan 25 , 2023 , i know...
ANYWAYS
hi!! haven't been on wattpad in a whileeeee. life has been.. life , lately. my tablet , which i created all my stories , got and had the pictures on , and everything , died. the screen is broken. i dont fw wattpad like i used to , but man , the amount of all nighters and sleepless nights i spent on this will always make me have a small pout. i feel like im writing a poem right now but it's not poetry/poetic-like. anyways , again , about *him* now.
it didn't work out. i have so much to say it's just , wow. okay , at the beginning of this year , i still liked him. idk if i said his name but we'll call him b since that's his first initial. i still liked him , like i said. one time , at lunch , i was with my friend , y. she told me "yo , tu l'aime toujours?" (yo , you still like him?) and i said "non , pourquoi?" (no , why?) so , you guys should remember what like i told y'all abt the 5th grade thing bullshit , right. so , in 6th grade , there was this new girl called h. she came after winter break , February/March or even April. the girl was one of b's friend's cousin. the girl , h , obviously liked him , and there where a few signs that he liked her too , but i was just like "ouais , non. c'est sur il m'aime et il va me choisir." (yeah , no. he for sure likes me and will chose me.) wrong. so in 6th grade , after the girl came , he acted so different. no more smiles , eyes contact , whispering , nothing. yeah , we made eye contact , but they were like 2 seconds. in my head i was just like "nah , he's playing no hard to get." fast forward , this year. back to lunch with my friend , y. guess what she told me? "ouais , b est en couple avec h." (yeah , b is with h.) at first i didn't care i was jst like okay. but as the days passed , i realized how much i liked him and wished i was at her spot.
*it hurts but it doesn't hurt.*
fast forward again , now. y'all know that dreadhead phase that 99% of us had. yeah , i had it. i told my friendgroup , including d , how much they were fineeee and blah blah. we were in french , right. and this way one day before the teachers strike (iykyk) and winter break. my friend , that i made this year , d , sent me a paper saying "girl , i got the perfect man for you." and she said he's tall , Christian , nice , sweet , respectful , funny. she knows that because he was in her old school and they were friend , but of course she dosent like him since why would she recommend him to me? so i was like bet. and when she showed me him , LORD HAVE MERCY. then , after winter break , like now now. omd this is gonna be longer than i thought.....
im so sorry y'all 😓🙏
anyways , so yeah. but the guys is name da. so da , oh man. he makes my heatt beat fast , something that i don't think ever happened with b. he makes me nervous. we don't even talk! so there's another one of my friends , Julie , she had some classes with him. she told me that he don't have insta , TikTok , snap , no! he has yt and teams... but i find it cute 😽😽
BUT
she told me that one of his friends said he's gonna get insta (im cooked ☠️🙏)
so yeah. i wish i could like send s voice message or sum instead but i don't think we can on wattpad and my mic is broken anyways.
(i won't read it again or edit it , sorry if it dosent make sense or there's ( orthography? grammar? help i forgot 😭😭) errors 😓)
ANYANYANYWAYS
have a good day/night my love , take care!💗🧘🏽♀️
