𝙼𝚂 ❦︎ 𝙲𝙾𝙽𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽 【🎗】

Episode 7 ; Inner Denialism

Music is very hopeful and precious of alter ego for everything in that melodious angst.

OTP | ANGST READER × ???

Y/n Pov

I just a regular girl in my miserable life.

No one will notice my existence.

I rather choose to end my unlimited life than survive.

My beauty never eternal but allergically hideous.

My relationship connected with those who i love didn't care or show some devotion on me anymore but they only cared for themselves.

I had a lot of problem issues in every single situation.

Who really can't face themselves in reality.

Who doesn't wanna solve or tell the secret truthfully.

A sinner wanna be an unforgiveable and merciless.

I really wanna faded myself out of the world.

My happiness without expectation will be horrible nightmare soon.

It's okay when i made a lot of negative trouble.

Emotion,heart and mind refuse to work in a good way.

Betrayed or Insulted does only better way for myself being weak .

Until regress every second, every minute, every hour, everyday, every week,every month and every year.

But one day when i'll met someone from Norway around the area of Europe.

Who also a very famous with some fame.

Unlike me,who has threatened by myself,

But he tried to gain a lot of trust from me.

I really feel sorry for being impossible fool towards him that i did rejected him.

Many times he didn't give up because he kinda wanna build a friendship with me.

Our competitive friendship is quite very powerful to get along more than before.

From friends into lovebirds is only a collided antidote for our relationships.

He recreated a lot of melodious lyrics for everyone like and understand meaningfully.

A lyrics involve a lot of genre style.

He's not just only a single music producer but also a DJ.

Which makes me gain a lot of fearless and having a better comfort.

I feel heartless for myself without liberty.

But now i'm rather happy for him that he's someone who being more distant and unknown towards me.

Someone who never know me which makes my happiness is gone and fall down for nothing again.

Someone who's not supposed to be get along with me forever.

There's something missing pieces in our serephendity.

A tradegy story never be an ending after in a billion times,

Which it's only an alter ego in every multiverse.

~END~

I|N: it's been a while for hiatus but still need to process the motivation of updated some information( to be coming soon)

The good news i almost had practical driving for real.

Btw I announce i kinda interested about ORV(Omniscient Reader Viewpoint) and Harry Potter(especially for those readers who know).

1 vote ~ 1 LIKE

I notice that there's a lot of notifiction from those fellow readers vote or add as their reading list but i'm glad they all like it and i still on hiatus somehow active again.

I also apologize that who couldn't understand or the story really very short and remake(after delete the short oneshot story) it's okay plus I'm really lousy at writing :v

Btw if i updated a new story,maybe i tried to interfere the part about angst,slice of life, fantasy,adventure,horror and etc.

Because i felt too much about bromance or fluff content(my friend always comment that)

I wanna say that 16 April is the day of hard choice that decided to forsaken my continued class lesson or test of driving licesense after 2 days of my birthday(I'm 19 years old) but it'll be coming soon.