Everyone tells me I need to leave you.
I know I should, but I just can't.
I can't bear to see you as someone new.
Your toxicity poisons me like pesticides on a plant.
You are able to leave me
With no problem at all.
I know if I leave, I will be free,
But I don't want us to fall;
Fall apart, drift away.
Every time you come back
I know you won't ever stay.
I'm pinned against this situation, just like a thumbtack.
I'm crying, but it's alright.
To anyone, this isn't normal.
For you my dear, I'll say goodnight.
No matter what, our friendship will never be formal.
I hope that one day
I can leave you,
But that problem is bound to stay.
Maybe when I am better, I'll free myself from the depths of blue.
