Why does my heart beat for you?
The blood in my veins keeps flowing because of when I think
Of you and your smile and your laugh that makes me sink
Into oblivion. Oh no! It beats faster.
I keep putting off my feelings;
Acting like an actor.
Why does my brain think for you?
You keep falling into my mind.
My thoughts are plagued; your existence is within mine.
And I hate myself for it
Because having a crush is nothing I deserve
After all the mental crimes I still commit.
Why do my eyes see for you?
Every place I go, in every passing hall,
I am able to spot you through it all.
Your face haunts me like a ghost.
It isn't something I am proud of,
But you are the one that I have loved the most.
Why do my ears hear for you?
Any voice that sounds remotely like yours
I turn my head at and wonder if it's forced;
My hearing. It isn't really the best
At interpreting sounds.
But still somehow I find your voice in every single town.
And the worst part of it all
Is the sensation I get
When I realize that you'll never like me back.
It's alright though.
It's not your fault,
But somehow I wish that I never thought that I was caught.
