I miss you

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End of summer
This is our last year at hogwarts and this summer has been hell because me and Theo made up but we decided to just be friends and it sucks cause I'm still in love with him
Theo's POV
I miss her a lot I feel horrible for yelling at her at that party I should've known lavender would lie to break us up. This summer was worse than the other time because me and her decided to be friends but I'm still in love with her so I have no idea how this is gonna work
Back to your POV
Hey Theo- Peyton
Yeah-Theo
It's our last year- Peyton
Yeah I know- Theo
We just sit there and stare at each other
Can y'all like not- mattheo
Not what- Peyton and Theo
Y'all are just staring at each other
No we weren't- Theo
whatever y'all say- Enzo
I flick all of them off and I go to Allie's dorm
Hey- Peyton
What happened- Allie
I sit down on her bed
I miss him so much alls- Peyton
Why don't you tell him- Allie
Cause he doesn't like me like that anymore- Peyton
Girl be so for real- Allie
What are you talking about- Peyton
It's so obvious he still in love with you and it's obvious your still in love with him- Allie
How- Peyton
Peyton y'all stare at each 24/7, when your not looking he looks at you and starts smiling- Allie
I don't think he does- Peyton
He does even Enzo says he talks about you 24/7- Allie
Then let's see what everybody else says- Peyton
Fine I'll call them up one by one- Allie
Ok go right ahead- Peyton
She gets up and sticks her head out of the door
LORENZO BERKSHIRE GET YOUR ASS UP HERE- Allie
All we see is someone running up the steps
What did I do now- Enzo
Sit on the bed with Peyton please- Allie
He sits down beside me
Am I in trouble- Enzo
Yep- Peyton
What did I do- Enzo
She's fucking with you your not in trouble I just have a few questions to ask you- Allie
Ok- Enzo
Does Theo talk about Peyton- Allie
That's all ever fucking talks about its annoying- Enzo
Does he miss her- Allie
Yeah he misses her a lot- Enzo
What does he say about me- Peyton
I can't tell you that but he does miss you a lot peyt I told you that when y'all broke up- Enzo
You may be excused, tell mattheo to come up here- Allie
He hugs me and then he leaves and mattheo comes up
What do y'all want from me- mattheo
A few questions- Allie
Run while you have the chance- Peyton
Why- mattheo
Does Theo talk about Peyton- Allie
Not that I hear but I do know he misses her a lot- mattheo
Allie says he stares at me- Peyton
Y'all we're literally just staring at each other Peyton like staring staring I literally thought y'all were about to make out- mattheo
And why am I just now hearing about this- Allie
It just happened but we weren't gonna make out- Peyton
Yeah sure y'all weren't- mattheo
Just go get Draco- Peyton
Fine- mattheo
He leaves and Draco comes up
Dude I got shit to tell you- Draco
Tell us what you have to tell us first then I have questions for you- Allie
So I just came back from Gryffindor common room and I'm walking and I put the password in for our house and I walk in and it's Theo Enzo Jospeh and Blaise in the common room and Theo is sitting there talking about someone but they shut up when I walked in. I think he was talking about you Peyton because he said I'm still in love with her- Draco
He could've been talking about anybody- Peyton
Draco please tell her that he's still in love with her- Allie
I think he is. She is all he talks about- Draco
What does he say about me- Peyton
That he fucked up, he misses you, that he still wants to call you Cara Mia or something like that, and that he just wants to pull you in by the waist and kiss you- Draco
And you still think he doesn't miss you pey- Allie
He needs to tell me then I'll tell him- Peyton
He's not gonna tell you that cause he thinks you don't love him anymore- Draco
But I do still love him- Peyton
Then tell him Peyton- Allie
It's not the time to tell him I'll tell him in the middle of the year- Peyton
The middle of the year are you crazy- Draco
I start smiling cause I start thinking of Theo
Your thinking about him- Draco
I am not- Peyton
She's totally thinking about him she's blushing- Allie
I'm going to my dorm- Peyton
Don't do dirty things cause your thinking of Theo- Draco
Shut up- Peyton
I throw a pillow at him and I go to my dorm and I walk in and Theo is laying down
Hey- Peyton
Hey Peyton- Theo
I'm gonna go to bed- Peyton
Ok I'll leave so you can get some sleep- Theo
Ok- Peyton
I smile and he leaves and I lay down and try to fall asleep but I can't so I do what Draco said I was gonna do and then Theo walks in
I fo- did you just- Theo
We don't speak of it- Peyton
He sits on my bed and then looks at me and kisses me and I kiss him back
I miss you- Theo
Theo we can't be together right now- Peyton
Why can't we- Theo
Theo you broke up with me in front of the whole school and screamed at me. I was the joke of the school for the last week of week- Peyton
I shouldn't have believed lavender I was stupid for believing her, I miss you so fucking much Peyton like it's in fucking real- Theo
Theo we just can't be together right now- Peyton
Fine but I will wait for you- Theo
I'm waiting for you too theo- Peyton
We both smile and just sit there and he leans in and kisses me again and I kiss him back and then he pulls me on his lap and then he puts his hands around my waist
Are you sure you wanna do this- Theo
Just this one time- Peyton
He just looks at me and smiles and then kisses me again and then lays me down so I'm on top of him
Smut starts
And he takes my shirt off and then he takes his shirt off
I miss this- Theo
I do too- Peyton
We both smile and he kisses my neck
Ti scoperò così forte che saprai solo il mio nome nient'altro- Theo
I have no idea what you said but it's hot- Peyton
Good- Theo
He puts his hand on my area and just holds it there Are you sure- Theo
Put a silencing charm- Peyton
Right- Theo
He takes his wand out and puts a charm on the door and then throws his wand on his bed and then he's goes back to kissing me and then he goes down
Theo- Peyton
I can feel him smile and then we do it
End of smut
We never talk about it deal- Theo
Deal- Peyton
He kisses me and then I get up and get in the shower and he walks in with me
Round 2?- Theo
Definitely- Peyton
We get in the shower and do round 2 and then once we get out he kisses me and I get in his bed and then he gets on the couch
You can get in the bed if you want to- Peyton
No it's fine you can get the bed Peyton. I'd give you anything you want and if you want to sleep in my bed your gonna sleep in there- Theo
Theo it's your bed I don't wanna push you out of your bed- Peyton
I'm letting you sleep in my bed Peyton- Theo
Well I want you in bed with me so get in here- Peyton
He smiles and gets up and jumps in bed with me
So we are just friends- Theo
I turn to look at him and he moves my hair out of my face
Yeah for right now Theo- Peyton
Your so gorgeous you know that right- Theo
I smile and start blushing
That's adorable- Theo
Why'd you believe lavender- Peyton
I don't know why I believed her but I should've known you wouldn't do that- Theo
Your were a real asshole Theo- Peyton
I beat Adrian's ass- Theo
Why- Peyton
Because I thought he had stole my girl and after I beat his ass me and him had a long talk and he said that he backed off of you when we he seen that I got you a promise ring- Theo
Theo I was so madly in love with you- Peyton
I know- Theo
No you didn't know Theo you didn't know how much I actually loved you- Peyton
What do you mean- Theo
Mentions of self harm starts right here
Theo you were the first guy I ever truly loved. Even after all of the times you hurt me I still came back to you, you took my virginity Teddy. And when you ended it I didn't want to be alive anymore because you were the only person keeping my friend ending it. And then when Enzo walked in on me cutting myself he cried because he knew how much I loved you. I loved you so much I was hurting myself cause maybe you would've come backed- Peyton
Mention of self harm ends right here
I didn't know that Peyton- theo
Which part- Peyton
All of it- Theo
Cause I begged Enzo not to tell anybody and then he cleaned up my wounds and I stayed with me the entire night- Peyton
I've never seen him cry before and so when I seen him tear up I start bawling my eyes out and he hugs me and I just cry into him
Come on let's go to sleep Peyton that's what you need right now- Theo
We both fall asleep
The next day
I woke up and Theo wasn't in bed so I get out of bed and put on Nike pros and a randomly t-shirt off the floor and I go downstairs and I make coffee and someone walks beside me
You look good in theos shirt- Allie
What- Peyton
I look down and it's theos quidditch jersey
Fuck, can you finish making my coffee- Peyton
She nods her head and I run upstairs and theos there
I fucked up- Peyton
You still look so good in my jersey- Theo
I walked downstairs in it- Peyton
Did anybody see- Theo
Allie did- Peyton
God damn it- Theo
I'm just gonna make up an excuse it's ok- Peyton
Are you sure- Theo
Yes- Peyton
How the fuck can you walk even after two rounds- Theo
You didn't go that hard that's why- Peyton
Do it again tonight- Theo
He smirks at me
Friends with benefits is what we are from here on out deal- Peyton
Deal- Theo
I take his shirt off and put on a hoodie
Peyton look down- Theo
I look down and it's on backwards and it says "NOTT 43"
God damn how many of your fucking clothes are on the god damn floor- Peyton
I take his hoodie off and I put on one of Enzo's jersey that I stole
Did you steal Enzo's shirt- Theo
Yep he doesn't know I have it tho- Peyton
Of course he doesn't know you have it- Theo
We both laugh and then Enzo walks in
Hey d- is that my fucking shirt I've been looking for -Enzo
I smile and Theo laughs
I've been looking for my damn jersey- Enzo
He starts looking closer at me and I get confused
What- Peyton
You have hickies you didn't have them when we were in Allie's room and Allie said you went to bed and Theo was in he- oh my god you and Theo had sex- Enzo
Me and Theo both look at each other
Enzo I swear to god if you tell anybody I will tell your mom- Peyton
I won't your secrets safe with me- Enzo
I know you can keep my secrets cause mattheo or Jospeh didn't ask me about the problem- Peyton
Does- Enzo
Yes Theo knows I told him last night- Peyton
You ever hurt her like that again I will fucking kill you Theodore- Enzo
We aren't together just friends- Peyton
Friends that have sex- Enzo
Exactly- Peyton
He smiles and at me hugs me
I love you- Enzo
I get so confused
I love you too enzy- Peyton
I hear him tear up
Why are you crying- Peyton
Cause I love you and I don't want to see you hurt- Enzo
Who's gonna hurt me enzy- Peyton
Lavender said she's gonna put the death curse on you- Enzo
Why- peyton
She says you stole Theo from her- Enzo
That's fine- peyton
I put theos pajama pants on and then I leave and I go to dumbledores office
What do I have the honor of seeing you this morning mrs.riddle- dumbledore
Lavender said she was gonna put the death curse on me- Peyton
Thank you for letting me know I'll make sure she gets expelled- dumbledore
Thank you albus- Peyton
How are you- dumbledore
I could be doing better- Peyton
Your a good student mrs.riddle your dad would be proud- dumbledore
Thank you professor that means alot- Peyton
We smile and talk for awhile and I leave and then go back to the common room
Skip to dinner
We are in the great hall for dinner and then after we all go back to the common room and me and Theo do another round and then go to bed

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