CHAPTER 18

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di pa din nag si sink in sa akin ang sinabi niya, making love.... bakit sinasabi niya sakin yan? diba may girlfriend siya? so sino yung babaeng umalo sa kaniya sa hospital? 

nasa sofa ako nakaupo he insisted to do the dishes and i let him dahil wala pa ako sa wisyo dahil sa mga sinabi niya 

he's a playboy he's just playing with my feelings, paulit ulit kong sinasabi ito sa isipan para hindi mas lumalim ang nararamdaman ko sa kaniya, i can't understand him i really can't 

"are you done making your resignation letter" 

napa angat ako ng tingin, crap! di ko pa pala nagagawa iyon i shook my head as i sign that i didn't do it, nilagpasan ako nito at pumasok sa kwarto 

galit na naman ba siya dahil di ko ginawa yon? bakit ba concern ako lagi kung galit siya sakin o hindi i shouldn't care at all 

bumukas ang pinto niya at iniluwa nito ang bagong ligo na si Seb, he's just wearing a khaki short for god's sake he's fucking topless!

buti nalang at naka off ang lights at tanging ang dim lang ng lamp shade sa mesa ang nag bibigay liwanag 

his mint smells so good, pinilig ko ang ulo ko upang mawala ang mga nasa isip ko

this isn't the right time to think that, may dala siyang laptop at naupo sa tabi ko, na statwa aki bigla pero di ko pinahalata

he started typing and ask me questions about my work and the details, he made my resignation letter, wala akong printer kaya ipinasok niya nalang ito sa isang usb at bukas nalang daw namin ipa print tumango ako at di na nag salita

nakakabingi ang katahimikan so i break the silence 

"matutulog na ako"

sabi ko ng hindi tumitingin sa kaniya, i was about to stand when he pulled me to him at napaupo ako sa lap niya, i was shock and wanted to get up but he remained me that way. ang dilim ng tingin niya but later on kumalma ito 

hinaplos niya ang aking pisngi down to my neck and to my shoulders and hands, i gasped when his lips touches the back of my hand 

"I love you ever since you're fifteen"

nalaglag ang panga ko dahil sa sinabi niya

fifteen?

what?

before i could say something he gently kissed me, the kiss i always wanted, the kiss that i can't damn resist 

dahan dahan niya akong binaba sa sofa patuloy pa din ang mga halik niya habang ang mga kamay nito ay nasa pagitan ng mga binti ko

pinipigilan kong mapa daing sa bawat halik na iginagawad niya

down to my neck 

"I love you so much that I can't help it but pester you so i could get your attention"

napatingin ako sa kaniya punong puno ng pag susumamo ang mga mata nito 

"b..but your girlfriend"

sa wakas! naitanong ko din ang bagay na yan, kumunot ang noo niya at napailing 

"I don't have any, i was patiently waiting for you, kung kailan ka magiging handa"

he's still on top of me so close that I just want to kiss him dahil sa mga sinasabi niya

so he doesn't have a girlfriend? what about the girl on the hospital?"

"but the girl on the hospital.."

halos pabulong ko na iyong nasabi dahil sa pag babalik ng mga halik niya sa leeg ko 

"she's just one of my.... fuck"

sino? bakit di niya maituloy 

"one of your girls right?"

i said as a matter of fact, kung di niya girlfriend then babae niya, the girl is beautiful di siya mukhang prosti i just said that because i was jealous 

"no baby.. he's just nothing"

he was about to kissed me again pero pinilig ko ang ulo ko so instead of kissing my lips he kissed my cheeks 

"i promise, there's nothing between me and Julia, he likes me yes but i don't like her"

"ka one night stand mo din?"

i hate it, kahit alam kong noon pa man may mga babae siya naiinis pa din ako mas lalo na ngayong ngumisi pa siya bumalik ako sa pag upo sa sofa naiinis ako 

"no, we didn't do that kind of thing like what you're thingking"

i'm still not convince 

"nung wala ako madami kang naka sex"

natahimik siya, silence means yes asshole 

"I was mad at you"

yes you are 

"i got into an accident"

napalingon ako sa kaniya, what? kelan? hindi ko to alam 

"nung bumalik ako sa pag babarko, wala akong ibang maisip kundi ang kalagayan mo"

naguilty ako bigla, iniwan ko siya after that night without any words 

"two months bago ko nalaman kung nasan ka, I can't sleep thinking who are you with, if nakakakin ka ng maayos, kung kamusta ka" 

shit... this man did he really love me that much?

"nung pinasok ng mga pirata ang barko namin"

nanginig ako dahil sa sinabi niyang iyon 

"i was fighting life and death.... I love you so much so i fight ayokong makita kang nasa piling ng ibang lalaki, hell no i will never allow that to happen?"

i can't help to tears falling down on my cheek, pinalis niya ito at nag patuloy sa pag kwento

"i was in comma for five month's and when i wake up... hindi man lang kita nakita ni hindi mo ako kinamusta sa pinsan ko and i hate it, i hated you"

"but then i realize, nag tatago ka nga pala and the incident was a secret that even Chanelle didn't know that it happened. tumigil ako sa pag babarko at pinagkaabalahan ang company namin sa germany and i promised to myself that once i see you again, i will do everything to not lose you again"

"I...I love you Seb"

i said with my eyes full of tears, he was shocked for a while and a smile crept into his lips maybe he processed what I've just said 

"really"

"it's way too late when i figured it out.. nung may nangyari satin i realize i'm already falling in love with you"

"hmm.. then"

"and until now I still love you.."

before i could continue he already kissed me thoroughly 

his hands move inside my top agad niyang nakalas ang hook ng bra ko at i help him remove my top so he can access more of my breast 

napapadaing ako sa bawat pag galaw ng mga kamay niya sa dibdib ko, it feels so fucking good, his kisses are now on my neck down to my breast and he sucked it like it was his belonging his fingers roam around inside my maong shorts and in just one snap he unzip my shorts and slid his one finger inside mine

"ahhhhh"

shit I've been keeping that moan since earlier

he thrust it slowly and that it makes me want him more, he slid two fingers and this time it was so fast that I'm now catching my breath 

"baby.."

napakapit ako ng mahigpit sa batok niya dahil sa sarap na ipinaparamdam nito sakin... even just his fingers it makes me dam crazy 

alam kong may sasabok na sa kaloob looban ko at nang sumabog ito ay para akong nanghihina... that was so damn good 

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