changing for the better

daylight

I must have fell asleep instantly after my call with shuji because I woke up at the end of my bed not very comfortable.
I went down stairs to tell my mum about shuji.
"mum can shuji stay the night."
"hm okay the air mattress is in the
storage closet"
"okay thanks mum"
I went upstairs and chose my outfit for today.

*choose whatever you want*

and before I knew it the clock struck 3 and there was a knock on the door.
I let him in.
damn he's fine.
"hi shuj"
"ohh hii is this your friend?"
my mum asks coming out of the room.
"yup"
"hello Mrs L/N"
"anyways make your self comfortable."
"thanks"
I grab his hand and run upstairs.
"this is my room"
"sick"
"put your bag wherever"
"okay"
"you can sleep with me in my bed or there's a air mattress"
"I'll sleep in your bed" he says smirking.
"I thought so OMG GUESS WHAT"
"WHAT???"
*I pull out a package from amazon*
"I got us matching pajamas"
"SICK SHOW ME"

*this is them*
"they're sick"
"let's try them on"
I come out of the bathroom In my pajamas and he's already changed aswell.
"we look so good" he says
"I know let's go on a walk"
I grab his hand and we walk out of our room.
I leave the house and run away watching him chase me.
we end up at the park.
it's busy.
"my legs hurt"
he crouches down for me to get on his back and I do
suddenly I see the girl that asked if he was single, she's walking on her own.
she gives me another dirty look.
"take a picture it will last longer hoe"
I say as I flip her off.
"slut" she replies
"what did you call her??" he lowers me off his back.
she stays quiet.
"that's what I thought"
we walk back to the house as the sun is setting.
"the sky is so nice"
"mhm"
we walk up the steps and I open the door for him.
"nice walk?"
I see my dad sitting at the table.
what is he doing here?
"oh uh yeah sure, shuji go upstairs for a bit"
"ight"
he walks up.
"what are you doing?"
"can't see my daughter"
"just stop okay"
my mum got a divorce for a reason. he's a crippling alcoholic.
"stop what?"
"leave please"
he sighs and I walk back upstairs I'm not bothered arguing with him.
shuji looks at me as I close the door.
he opens his arms and I hug him.
"he's not supposed to be here"
he hugs me tighter and kisses my head.
what did he just do?
anyways I brush it off.
"anyways sorry about that"
"it's good"
I put on some music and watch my dad leave through the window.
"I think we're home alone"
"sweet wanna make out?"
ofc I say yes.
*I don't really wanna go into the details but it was HEAVY*
After it's around 8pm.
"you hungry?" I ask him
"only if you are"
"bet, I'll order pizza"
After our pizza the sky is completely black.
we're both tired so we decided to go to sleep.
I turn to him and look down as he pulls me into him.
he hugs me.
After that we fall asleep.
I wake up and he's gone.
I look around to see if he's anywhere.
"shuji" I call
he comes out of the bathroom.
"morning sleepyhead"
"shhh come back to bed"
I look at the time,  it's only 6am.
"I can't my dad's coming back now from Australia, I'm sorry"
"oh okay"
he opens the door.
"love you"
"love you more"