I woke up on a friday and went to open my phone and sat outside in thr living room i was os excited for another day of texting my friends.. I stopped for a second i pused my thoughts away and said, no no there online friends.
I chatted with them for a little i had made alot of friends and i was really happy! It was so hard so keep my smiles and laughs in! Which i dont think happened with my friends in real life!? I felt so happy like there was no point in reality i felt wanted for once! Discord was a place where no one judged you! I got to be who i am!
I told them about how i would get bulied for doing different things then other Muslims and not beliefing in what they said. But on discord they comforted me.. Which was strange whenever i told them about my problems they would comfort me and tell me funny jokes likes "weres your school ima go kill them" or "there just jealous of you because your better".
Even when i told my dad about my problems he told ne not to care. But it really hurt me... -_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_- *STORY BEGAINS* I was texting them on my phone as i heard my mom come i quickly closed discord and pretend i was playing a game. She didn't suspect anything usually when my parents woke up i would delete discord. Then get it back whenever there not there or early in the morning as they slept.i played to game for a little then left it
As soon as my mom left in a heartbeat i download discord again. My body filled with joy! Feeling i usually don't feel while talking. As soon as it download back again i logged in
{FAKE ACCOUNT!} user:zizi_writez Password:*********** As soon as i entered i went to go chat with my new friends! {FAKE USERS} my friends were blue_leaf<3, ramen_ro, and twilightstar
I had knew alot of other people but i wasn't sure we were friends but we still talked,
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I kept trying to keep my laughs and smiles in. But it was so hard. I felt wanted i found people who would never judge me... Finally i felt happy? I felt like i never wanted to leave my phone.. It was an obsession just like people are addicted to smokes and drugs... I am addicted to the online.
-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_- I know this chapter wasn't long but i wanted to keep what happens next for the other chapter and i think i will start adding photos :D
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