Behind the doors in front of the eyes
I used to have big dreams back in times
Now i just sit and wonder when i'll pass byI heard once a saying
That what once lives
Dies the next
But why isnt it getting over
No buttons to press for quitAbove the blue skies
I see a glimse of realms of beauty
I want to lay down in this grassland
And let it grow above meSince these days have been a little tough
I am holding onto everything
Like it was a bad drug
Its seems like i would hold on it forever
Like it was a grudgeFeeling like a caveman hunting for ghosts
Becoming midas
Destroying things i love the most
But i swear i've tried
To runaway from these shallows
But running away like this
Will i see new tomorrows?Beneath the trees
Under a roof
I kept thinking about everything i was told
But was it the truth?Another day
I am just dragging
Life is not going any better
I believe they were lying
I am herr for this day
But i wont be for longHere i am again
Where i dont know where to go
I am trying my best
But it wont go slowThis could've been much more
This could've been my world
But here i am again
Holding onto everything like a grudgeThis a big world
Still no hopes for me
In small towns
People dont listen to songs and poetryBut i am here wanting to live
Wanting to break free