Rafe Cameron Imagines

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This was requested by @imnotherexo (I love ur requests girliee) Also sorry if I haven't done some of y'all's requests yet, I'm getting to them!

This one is w/o smut so lmk if you want me to post this with smut added, cause I was making it but then it kinda felt like a soft Rafe moment ikykikyk.

Enjoy, love you all!! 

I would recommend listening to Hesitation - Kapa boy, Shiloh Dynasty. Yes, I am obsessed with it, that's why I keep recommending it so yeahhh I js think its so niceee and calm and I love listening to it when I'm writing soft Rafe and reading over them. 

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I sit on Sarah's bed sipping on some water, so I'm not totally hung over in the morning. There was a kook party, and they are very popular for having really strong alcohol. I've been having a lot of shit going on lately, I just feel so confused.

I tried to drink it away, just so that I forgot for a while, but the thing is, when you're thinking about forgetting something, all you're really doing is thinking about what you wanted to forget in the first place. And what you're really forgetting, is to forget what you're thinking about.

I shift uncomfortably, my denim shorts bothering me slightly. I pick at the strings of my bikini top, the warm air sticking it to my skin a little. It's so hot in here. I peek over my shoulder, Sarah sleeping soundly. She won't even realise I've left and I really need some fresh air.

Creeping out of the room, I make my way down the spiral stairs and when I get to the backdoor, I leave the house, going to sit on the concrete tiles that cover the garden.

I take a deep breath, wrapping my arms around my body keeping myself warm. Great, now it's freezing. The hot tub catching my eye, being the only sense of warmth I can get whilst still being outside. I make my way to it, stripping myself of my shorts, just left in my sage green bikini. I get in the bubbling, hot tub, finally feeling warm.

I sigh, looking around the garden, my thoughts encasing me once again.

Thing is, I've been seeing, no, dating, no definitely not dating. I've had this thing with JJ lately, and I like him. I really do, but I know we're just messing around in his eyes. I've found myself in this exact place in my mind before, thinking about this, and yet no matter how much I think and think about it, I can't find a solution.

It's more than just tell him how I feel, because I know he won't feel the same and I can't risk our friendship, I don't want to lose another good thing. I can't lose another good thing.

I want to tell someone, but I can't, Kie's too close with him and while Sarah isn't, she'd almost definitely tell John B, who she's been dating recently and he's JJ's best friend, so without a doubt he'd definitely go and tell him.

So I'm stuck really. With no one to tell all this to, I find myself thinking about it, far too often.

"What you doing out here?" A voice asks me from behind. I gasp, not expecting anyone else to be up, let alone out here. I turn to see Rafe, lent against the side of the hot tub, waiting for my response.

"Couldn't sleep. You?" I ask him back. "Me too." He says. And after a few moment of silence between us, I speak up, "You can get in, if you want."

"Yeah, thanks." He pulls his shirt over his head, the muscles in his arms flexing as he does so and I can't help but admire them just a little. He pulls his pants off too, left in just his swimming trunks.