My Fucking Life

~STORY 1 | Friend..?~

First day of (redacted) school.
Boring. Annoying. Ugh.
It's August or September, can't remember the day I started going back to this stupid fucking school.
New schedule. New people? Nah. Except 6th period.
Yippie. Mrs. J for 6th period. Had her last year for 7th period. She's a nice teacher. Better than others.

Bleh
Gym for 5th period. Gotta go upstairs after for 6th period. That's gonna be fun. Yay.
What the fuck do I do here. I have no friends in here. No mutuals, no acquaintances, nothing.

Oh.
Two (redacted) graders.
They look anxiety struck too.
We going outside?? Yes.
I learn their names.
E and E
Both are part of LGBTQ
I don't mind, they're nice.
Better than the friends I had last year.
E number 1 goes by (can't remember)
I'll just call them E
E number 2 goes by I

E is already going into grade recovery...
Can we exchange Discord users??
Thanks!

E:
We chat.
I get ghosted?
'Hey can you add my new
account, (redacted)? Smth
happened and I needed a
new account.'

No reply. No friend request. Nothing.
Bye E. I don't know what I did wrong...

I:
We chat.
Keep chatting.
'Hey can you add my new
account, (redacted)? Smth
happened and I needed a
new account.'
A reply.
'Okay!!'

Why didn't they ghost me??
Did they actually like me as a friend?
Wow. That's nice...
I wonder if they still message E.
Probably not.
E was always online
Yet never talked to me.
I becomes Bread on Discord
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New account. Again.
Bread adds me. Again.
Didn't think they'd stay long...
Wow.
Thank you.
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November.
Transferred into homeschool.
Bullying.
Too.
Fucking.
Much.

I hate it.
Stop recording me.
Stop taunting me.
Stop barking.
Stop
Stop
Stop

Just go away.
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March.
I'm back bitches.
And I got a new phone.
It's called iPhone.
No more android to be made fun of for.
No more slow phone.
New phone.
New life.
Right?

I'm being left alone.
That's good...

'HEYY!!!'
I sit next to Bread.
I missed you.
'Hey! When did you come back?'
'Today'
I'm back for good.
I missed you.

Gym is annoying.
They took me out.
Oh.
Who cares??
They put me in grade recovery.
No.
I need my friend.
They need me.

Fuck grade recovery I'm skipping that shit.
I'm staying in P.E.
I've not been caught yet
8 days
Not caught
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In a VC with Bread and their friends
Fun
I wanna leave the VC and play on my phone
Sorry
'Hey I'm gonna go-'
'Shut up'

Bread
Did you mean that?
Ow...
Didn't think you were like that
Sorry
I'll go now
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Update when more shit come thru