Be mine.

|7| Wedding

Aliyah-

I turned around to Xavi behind me. He then looked down at Milo beneath us.

Milo gave us a look and turned around back to the kitchen.

"I think that's my cue to go. Bye Aliyah" he waved and quickly left.

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I went back to the room and got ready for bed.
I was on the verge of falling asleep when I heard the door slam open.

I immediately shot up from the bed and screamed.

The light then turned on and it was Milo.

He was standing in the door frame of the bathroom looking at me like if I was crazy.

"What the fuck!? Why did you scream." He said as he covered his ears acting like he went deaf.

"You scared the shit out of me! The fuck do you mean?" I layed myself back in bed.

The bathroom door then slammed shut. I let out a breath I didn't even know I was holding.

Sooner or later I drifted off to sleep.

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The next day.

It was morning and we were heading to the venue.

Milo went in a separate car and I went with Xavi.

Of course he went in a separate fucking car. He doesn't care.

"Are you scared?" Xavi suddenly asked.

So far, the ride has been silent.
"Kind of." I muttered as I twiddled with my thumbs.

I wasn't even looking out the window. I had my head down the whole time.

Every time I looked out, my heart would pump like crazy.

My breathing would get heavy and my leg would shake a lot.

"I can tell. Your breathing goes off the chart and so does your heart beat." He kept his eyes on the road.

"Mhm."

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We arrived at the venue and Xavi and some lady took me to the back.

Xavi was in the room with me the whole time while I was getting my hair and makeup done.

He even brought his suit to also get ready with me.

He knew that if I was alone with these people, I would have some sort of a panic attack.

"Okay!!! Take a look!" The lady handed me a mirror to look at myself.

I loved it.

My makeup wasn't harsh. It was blended beautifully and not super matte nor super glowy.

It was perfect.

She then proceeded to hand me the dress in its plastic bag.

I sighed as I looked at the dress. As beautiful as it is, it wasn't comfortable and it didn't feel like me.

I turned to Xavi and he smiled at me.
He was trying to tell me that it was okay.

"Go change. If you need help I'll be right here." He reassured me.

I looked at the dress one more time and took it behind the curtains.

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I put on the dress and stared at myself in the mirror.