Never again

003

My men called to say that they were 5 minutes away from the mansion that my grandparents bought me

I am happy and supper excited to see Maddison again, she just won't be able to see me like I will

In the past month I've made a room for Maddison in the basement I've even decorated it to look like her apartment

"Sir they have arrived" One of my men said as they walked into my office, I told my workers to address me as a sir because it's kind wired to be called ma'am when you have a dick

Anyways I get up from my chair and open the door to my office and make my way towards the front of the house

I see the car parked right outside the front door  I walk over to where the door is open and I see a very sleepy Maddison inside

I pick her up bridle style and make my way inside, towards the room she will be staying in for who knows how long

I sit down on a couch, with Maddison still in my arm now that I have her here I'm not letting her go

I look at her eyes to see that they are still closed, I notice a tattoo behind her ear as I put a pice of hair behind it I move her head closer to my chest so I can get a better view of the tattoo

I see that it is my initial, I never expected Maddison to have tattoos because she told me she never liked them

*flashback*
"Baby would you ever get a tattoo" Maddison asks me as she lays next to me on the beach floor

"Yes, I'm not going to lie I've thought about it a lot, I think they'll make me look sexy, don't you think" I say giggling and Maddison's hand collided with my shoulder

"I do think they'll make you look sexy but then a lot of women will be looking at you and you know that will just make me jealous" She said looking up at me with her lips pouting

"Ohh baby don't worry I'm only yours, now answer my question, would you ever get a tattoo" I say pulling her on top of me

"No" She said and she straddled my lap

"Why not you'll probably look sexy with inks hands or legs or maybe even back" I say putting my hands on her hips

"Because I want to donate blood to people who will need it, instead of it going bad with ink" She said placing her hand on my abs

"Ok I guess my sexual desires will have to wait, until you get a tattoo my imagination will have to do the trick" I say kissing her

*flashback over*

I miss this holding her in my arms I've never thought I would have her here again, I pinch my self to make sure I'm not dreaming

I miss her smell, her beauty, and most importantly her body

I have had to jerk off for the last five years and that was only with my imagination or when we were together

I pecked her forehead, her cheeks, right when I was about to connect our lips she started moving around in my arms

I got up and laid her down covering her with a blanket

I sit down on the chair for a while until I knew that she will wake up soon because the needle that they injected into her neck will only last a few minutes

I make my way towards the door and right as I was about to step out I heard her say

"No please stop" As soon as she said that I automatically stoped my movements and looked at her

I won't wake her up because then she will probably freak out and insult me and hate me

I won't ask her about it, I would rather her tell me and kill the people who did that to my baby

I walk out the door and make my way upstairs towards my bedroom

I walk inside and take a nice long shower to relax my muscles and mind from what I just heard Maddison say

Because I was relaxed as soon and my body collided with hers

I finish showering and slip on my boxers because I don't we're sport bras any more since I made to decision to get top surgery to get my boobs removed

I go on my desk and log into my computer to see how Maddison is doing in her new home but see that she is still sleeping

I close the computer and make my way toward my bed and lay down thinking about how I'm going to get Maddison to forgive me and love me like I love her

I soon fall asleep think about the girl that is living in my basement