The Day You Said Goodbye

Prolouge

One, falling never catching,

two, chasing never getting,

three, promising never doing,

four, giving never reciprocating,

five, staying never leaving,

six, free but never chosen,

seven, understanding but never understood,

eight, like you could but never would,

nine, ended up hurting but at least never begging,

ten, I already knew the ending from the beginning.

I already counted to 10, but how could not anyone stayed with me? Am I a burden? Ganun lang ba ako kadali iwanan?

"Tell me Aki! Tell me!" As I cried infront of him, my tears are pouring like a heavy rain.

"This is not the time to talk about this Ana,... I already have told you!"

I begged once, no twice... No it's thrice... Yes I begged a million times.

Ganun naman pag mahal mo talaga siya, you will beg just to make that person you loved so much to stay.

"P-please A-aki, maawa ka please!"

His facial expression went dark, I can't see his face anymore covered up by his smooth long hair. But I can see his mouth sweats are dripping out of his face.... No it was all tears.

"I cheated on you Ana, I don't like you anymore!"

My world shattered apart hearing those words coming from his mouth makes me feel so weak. I came unprepared for this, I came tired for this, I came nervous for this. But why? Why would I suffer from the man I have loved for 4 years.

My knees finally fells to the ground as I can't stand my feelings anymore. Only I can hear is myself crying in front of the guy I imagined that he was the one.

Nagmahal lang naman ako pero bakit kaylangan ko pang masaktan?

"Goodbye forever Ana."

He just walked away from me crying helplessly, I need someone to cry on, I need someone to rely on.

An hour goes by someone finally came. Someone who really cares for my feelings.

I can feel his gentle touch, his soft breathing makes me calm at ease. Carrying me like a new born child that feeling I would never forget.

"S-....-se-" As he shushed my mouth, I can feel his soft fingers at my mouth.

"Don't worry! I will take you to your safe and nicely so you can take your rest now." He just smiled at me.

"You have suffered enough.." as he want's to continue what he was saying, he finally kissed my lips.

"Please be okay!" This is what I am looking for, someone who is gentle and caring for what I have inside my thoughts.

"Will he be my forever? Is this what I have been waited for?"

As the book I was reading were done.

"Ehh? Ano ba yan bitin naman!" Pangrereklamo nang aking kaybigan.

"Ano kaba! I have a lot of this pa you can borrow one if you want it." Offer ko na siyang hindi niya tinanggihan.

We laughed and cried for an hour straight as we read books as our bonding together.

She was Kyline, my dad's business partner's daughter. Oxford Family one of the wealthiest clan before us. Of course my dad is a successful businessman and my mother was a secret detective so I don't see her often, because she was busy on her missions.

"By the way Ana, nabalitaan mo na ba ang new student dito sa campus?"

"Huh? New student? Asaan naman?"As I asked I bumped into someone and he seemed really don't care.

"Okay ka lang?" Kyline helps me to pick up my books, such a rude guy who doesn't helped me.

Fictions don't work at real life talaga nga naman.

"I felt sorry to that man, but sure hayaan mo na!" Me and Kyline went ahead to our class.

Our professor dismissed us earlies as he will attend an important meeting.

When a new student have arrived.

"Is there any student named Anastasha here?" Said by a random guy and I immidiately stood up.

"Yeah it's me, what do you want?" I fiercely asked him as he get's closer to me.

"I wanted you to be my girlfriend." I was shocked on what I hear.

I wanna be your.... what the f*ck.