The Day You Said Goodbye

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I cleared up my mind kung paano ba ako makakabawi sa aking nagawang kasalanan. I can't even think straight on how was I about to do something

"You look pale Ana, what happened?" Someone who genuinely I loved so much, my only dad's voice.

"Just a little mistake dad." I respond.

My dad walks towards me and comfort me by hugging me and kissing my forehead. Yes my dad is always around but I am always looking for my mom's love, as she always busy by her work being a detective.

"Dad may I ask you something?" I hugged him back, scratching my chin in his long coat.

"What is it?" he asked.

"If may nagawa kabang kasalanan sa isang tao, will he or she will forgive you instantly?" My question that make his eyebrows frowned.

"In terms of forgiving there are two types that can process a thing." He smiled explaining.

"The first one is, the person who forgives you but still the scratch you made to that person heart remains." I just can't keep up what I am thinking right now I just listen to him.

"And second, the person who doesn't forgive you and the pain is still there."

I'm confused what is my dad's saying, I just can't think properly about how was it.

"Parehas namang mahirap dad, wala bang mas madali?" I giggled at him.

"Only if you understand how it works." I barely can't understand my dad's words.

"But how dad?"

"A sin is a forbidden thing to a person to do, but as long you make up to it! It may hurt but as long as it takes it will heal."

Now I get it, not all the SORRY in the world is forgivable but it is just a nuisance that makes people think what they possibly do at that moment. Saying sorry is just basic, but forgiving is harder than I thought.

"Thank you dad, I don't know what to do if I'm not with you!" I hug him tightly as I could.

My Dad is a successful businessman and a professional medical psychiatrist. Of course all of his sayings were kinda weird sometimes but it makes sense at the moment you realize it.

"Focus Ana.... Focus!" I locked my self into an empty room as I focused for myself.

"What should I do mirror? Nakakahiya sobra!" I feel like the world is chasing me right now just for that damn guy who bumped me yesterday.

The next day, I saw that guy again and I should appreciate I see him peacefully reading not until he saw me again and glared at me with anger in his gorgeous eyes.

"H-hey, wait c-can we talk?" As I approach him making me wanna beg for some attention.

"Hey please can we talk?" I hold his hands, it is so smooth that this was the first time I hold a hand like this.

"Hmm?" He coldly replied as he looked at me I see a god, glaring at me that wanna lay down and praise him all day.

"I-im so sorry for what happened yesterday!" I apologized.

He just knod and walked out of me again, Am I forgiven or am I ignored again?

I really feel bad all day, I can't even focused on our class today I don't know what to do anymore until Kyline confronted me.

"Hoy babae!" Kaniyang pagkakasabi habang dinuduro ang aking nuo.

"It's not us to chase them! We should higher our pride, lalo kana Ana. You are begging for his forgiveness!" As she explained.