im sorry

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by ugkyfuckingrat

by ugkyfuckingrat

Jake pov

TW: taking about sex angst, slight Sh if you blink youll miss it , menshon of $uide attempt

(You don't need to read this))

Sum: they had fun last night while they were drunk

"WHAT. THE. FUCK" I yell finding my self naked next to johnnie "Huh? WHAT THE FUCK WHY ARE YOU NAKED did we...??" Johnnie ask " WHAT DO YOU THINK DUMBASS WERE BOTH NAKED IN MY BED YES OF COURSE WE FUCKED DUMB BITCH" I tell at Johnnie

Johnnie pov sorry if jakes was short:00

why was jake yelling at me like it was my fault? "Calm down Jake we were drunk" I say hoping he calms down
"CALM DOWN ARE YOU CRAZY? WE FUCKED AND YOU DON'T CARE?" He started telling I yelled back we started fighting " AT LEAST I'M NOT A FATHER LESS EMO THAT CUTS THEM SELF GO KILL YOUR SELF EMO" "GET OUT NOW OUR FRIEND SHIP IS OVER." He said I started to cry " w-what? After everything? I can't belive you jake webber I HATE YOU" I started to pack my stuff as soon as I left the house I called tara (FORGOT TO SAY ITS STORMING" "hi- Johnnie what happend" tara sounded worried " tara please come get me I'll explain later" "I'm on my way" then she hung up

(2 WEEKS LATER)

I can't fucking do it any more I'm staying at taras house and she's gone right now I mean don't get me wrong I love her but I had feeling for Jake tara amazing but I can't hold it every single day I cut my self like today oh. I'm doing that right now. "JOHNNIE I'M HOMMEEEEE" oh shit I quickly wash up and go out side to as tara " hey tar -" I stop right there jake? What is he doing here? Is he here to apologies? Or tell at me more? "Johnnie?" Tara says " huh yea? " I say staring at jake. "I brought jake" " I know I see him. Well I'm gonna leave you to be byee" I say running of to my room (the guest room)

I hear my door open thinking it's tara "hey um Johnnie can we talk?" It's not it's Jake. " no. " I say "pl- PLEASE WHAT JAKE? YOU KICKED ME OUT YOU TOLD ME TO KILL MY SELF AND YOU KNOW WHAT I WAS GOING TO JAKE I WANTED TO KILL MY SELF I HAD FEELINGS FOR YOU AND I STILL DO JAKE I STILL DO." I yell at him sobbing "shit johnnie I'm so sorry I was still drunk i'm so sorry I don't mean any of that I like you to like love you in so sorry I swear I won't ever do that to you ever again." Jake says as he kisses me " promise? " "promise."

YAY DONE ANOTHER ONNNDEEEEEEEERFCMNFMNDMXMCKXNX