Raymond 'Rooster' Jones is a 21 year old man who didn't come from money and is from the other side of the tracks. Raised by his aunt and uncle. Rooster who should be enjoying life as any 21 year old kid should be doing. But Rooster's life is not abo...
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ROOSTER
I don't believe it I had not only seen my birth mother before, but lived alongside her for years. She never said a word to me about being my mother I even talked to her about my mother that was her space to say something. I would have been mad yes and I would have gotten over it. Like now I would be over it but right now fuck her, I could stay there with her.
So I went back to my room and packed up all my shit, Rima's shit... I was leaving going to a hotel for a while, Jada was not asked to come but she packed up her stuff and came with me. When I went to the car Devin came to me trying to stop me, but I wasn't hearing it. I drove to the nearest hotel, but Jada being the richie she is didn't like the hotel I picked. So we went to Grand Geneva Resort & Spa
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She had to get the top suite just crazy I didn't bother arguing with her I just wanted to get to the room and lay down. I wanted to sleep and just relax, chill and get my thoughts together. Once we got to the suite it was nice, real nice I found the room and laid there, closing my eyes.
"You hungry?" Jada asked she was holding Rima who was sleeping.
"No, want me to get her?" I asked
"No I got her going to lay her down then I'll be right back" she said I nodded with my eyes still closed. I just laid there thinking about all I heard she is my mother, she is my fucking mother how could she do this to me, how could she give me up and not come see about me.
Does she even know the life I have lived, does she even know the hell I was put through. Does she eve fucking care I don't give a shit I don't know how the fuck I feel, I just don't know. She not only broke my heart, she broke my expectations of how love is suppose to be. Who does this to a child they love, I mean it's been my dream to meet my mom when I was little even when I ran away from home I dreamed about her, meeting her. I dreamed the same dream for years I was scared that I will show up on her door step and she will tell me she just didn't want me.
I don't understand how you could leave a child you love. She has abandoned me yet I do still want to know her. Even though I have a foster mother who has been there for me and been in my life she isn't my mother. I feel like there is a part of me missing. There's a hole inside and only she can fill it. I wish she knew how much it hurts me to not know her or to know that she has 2 other children besides me yet I am the one she left the one she gave away. The sad thing is she broke my heart but I still need her and now I know who she is and how close she been it hurts even fucking more that I got so much emotions going through me.
