My Sun shines in the Dark

MY WAY-7

Mikey pov : i asked her if it hurts when the person you love doesn't give you back his love to you Is he that important for you don't you know he is not giving what you want then you trying loving him?
            She looked to her right and said"  YES it's hurt as hell knowing that I will not get what I want from him but that ok I just love him so much that I am fine if the love I deserve is not gonna return I'm completely ok with it because I know he will protect what he loves not like me at all "and she run in the rain  with a sad but I'm ok smile with out saying goodbye or see you later.... And that day I discussed that I went to be that  kind of person who loves to protect the person in love without any expectations.   I went home after hearing that from her that kind made me feel at the same time sad too.
    I'm in my thoughts i want Tokyo manji gang to grow even big in future and want everyone to me safe as like this I'm going to do that no matter what. I will protect everyone of my friends and tokyo manji gang as the leader aswell. I will make it come true so I have to become so strong.

      We went to mitsuya home at  Christmas night after fighting haakkai brother. Y/n open the while scolding mitsuya after seeing us she went to complete silent we made own way comfortable in sofa. She came with a first aid kit and started cleaning the  wounds for every one baji command her being rude and she is in complete silent we all noticed it not like her being in silent after seeing us in blood and bruise.

Mitsuya call out her name she get up and being to leave the place . She stopped turned and said you all have life think about the one who loves you and went you to live a good life. Please stop  this one day you will all regeat if this continues and I don't want to see my brother like that and all of you too. Pahchin started laughing and all joined him too . She leave us  and went out side looking at the moon.
After we all settled down.
     I went after her. She thought it was Mitsuya who came to scold her for what she said. She  told me "leave me alone and i am not going to talk about that   " . I stood in silence and she turned back to see me  standing behind her she was not expecting me there We stood in silence.

I went to her and told her that "I will protect them with my life. I can  promise that to you they will be safe as the leader It's my responsibility" .

   After this tokyo manji gang will be Toman we are  going to grow even big  and I will make it come true. Her eyes want to cry  she wants to speak but she couldn't I can tell she wants me  stop doing this but I'm not going to stop this because of anyone. She is not going to be there anymore Even in the shadows.

     I am going to do this  ,We are  not meant to be in my world we are not meant to be together .I asked her  ' yesterday that boy told you ; you have someone to love and you want to be  distracted from him so  you trying to date him ' , saying this i went Even close touched her cheeks i saw her being in shock her cheeks are soft. My eyes fall in her lip i feel like I want to touch it and i pinned her to the wall "That's one of your brother's friends right "she widened her eyes.She went a little back at my action i went towards her." You know you should not have feelings for your brother's friends y /n we all are the same thug who wants some fun with girls but i don't mind it's my friend sister not only but anyone of your brother's friend will do the same with a small tiny girl like you .

            I just touched her on the lip . what I did  made her shocked  i felt like kissing her I saw her in full red but she really cried and went. I remember she told me yesterday that she loves someone but I'm doing this to her. She slapped my hands off and pushed me side. One last word from her" Keep up with the promise Mikey ".
      I acted like an asshole to keep her away . I told everyone I was leaving Kenchi followed me and asked what happened i told the truth and he started to punched . I have no other choice but to do this. 
 
        After that I never saw her 2 years passed. We Toman  became a very big gang and  some one tried to kill emma for being my sister . I told mitsuya to do something to keep his family safe. He mom wants them to leave but he looks like he wants to stay . 4 years now it's been 6 years I say her last that night.

Now she is standing infront of me as a doctor i feel like whole world stoped for me. Than went Sara noticed and went to Ms Lily and y/n to talk.
    We all look like we saw a ghost. She is so different now she is not the same girl who is weak but she became a strong woman now. She became a doctor yes that idiot weakling, stupid girl with no sence of being a girl, Study very hardly become a doctor. She look so beautiful and pretty.i feel like I found what I'm missing all this year but too late for that i could undo all that happened these years.
    We are opposite for what we are not way I can think like that about her . I see the doctor who is with her is interested in her and they may be dating or some things or  married too.
  
     Darken gave me a look that my fiancee is looking at me . No one Speck a single word till now Sara started feeding me i hurt this but choice for me.
Today is a mess why it has to be her all of the people.