My Sun shines in the Dark

My love for you

Y/n pov: I heard someone calling me and screaming my name the next I feel was water and I'm drowning i can't move a single bit. Some one jumps to help. Is it the person who called me . Whose voice is it ? Mikey  Mikey's voice is the one who jumped to help.. no no it's not it's not him. I went blank.

When I opened my eyes i saw myself in the hospital bed so I was admitted in the hospital who helped me.What is happening? Everyone looks so serious  I can hear some one is taking no not taking but crying and scolding whom ? I saw Mikey stand in this room all around us.  Emma is scolding him for what? He is not the one who did this to me. Is he not the one who did this to me if  I'm not at the pool this shouldn't have happened no if only i never came back this may not happen.No if only our life not like this  we would end up differently. It' s all because I chose to not say to him I loved him.

Will this suffering end once I tell him what I want to say. So I'm going too

Author pov:

Mikey was numb in his heart his eyes don't have that life in it. Emma came to the hospital in the morning and saw her brother state .everyone came to know what happened last night and about y/n mom. Mitsuya doesn't know what to do, he  made her suffer all this year alone. The doctor told them she had a panic attack because of trauma  and she will be fine.

Baji was told what happened after that.

Mikey: can I see her doctor?
Doctor: yes 3 at a time.
Emma: i and mitsuya will  also go.
Danken: I will be waiting outside with baji.

After seeing her Mikey stand there mitsuya didn't come to see her. Baji came in and Emma started to scold him.

Emma : Mikey you did the worst for her. You did this for her to be safe but see life is hard for her to walk.
Baji: Emma stop . He is going through a lot, don't blame him he did this for her to live. But unfortunately life didn't allow her to live.

Mikey: I never thought this would happen to her . She is facing this all because of me
Emma : you can change it Mikey stop all this and return to what you used to  be you started this Mikey you of all people.

Y/n started to move and get up from the bed Mikey can't see her face to face. Her voice is weak her slow voice, baji helped her to move but refused and sat straightly.  Her anaesthesia medicine is still kicking her.

Y/n:  stop this . I can't ... I am trying to ignore the fact he was more than my first love. I loved him with my whole heart but we never fit in it.  He never knew that I did,  even so If he does what would've happened. 

Mikey's eyes started to live again in her words. She looks at Mikey tears started to come , Mikey looked at her eyes and  He feels the same.

Y/n:The way i love you back then my teenage self will Beg me to try to stay by you side no matter what happens.I love you so much.  ( She smiled throughout the pain she is carrying right now and Mikey feels the same pain ) but Mikey after all i went through this whole year alone made my heart rock. When I came to know you're still alive, that killed me from inside i don't want to be in your sight so I never told them i knew you.I don't have hope or love in me anymore I can't trust anyone i can't be happy with anyone. ( She took a deep breath and stopped crying and standing straight looking at Mikey's eyes and smiling for her whole life. Mikey feels like he is being stabbed by a knife )

Emma : what do you think you are doing/n.
( She stopped her on her spot)
Y/n: Mikey I loved you so much that turned to be hurt now but still the pathetic Little who always see you from far and try to reach her hand to you loved you so much. But i stopped her because I will not be in pain anymore or you.  (Bow down her head to him with hands behind and told) So please sir let me be free from my pathetic stage .

Mikey came close and touched her head with his hand and hugged tightly and his lip touched her shoulder it gave her tears even more she started to sob in his arms and started to pay her . Emma and baji leave them be and go out.

Emma : I hope this ends happily.
Danken : what is he trying to do now ?
Baji: let him fix this mess he made
Mitsuya: They both went through a lot. They are the same in this.

Inside the room.

Mikey: I'm so sorry i always want you to be safe and happy.
Y/n: lair.( He giggled and she could hear his heart beat)
Mikey: Your free always you can live your life you don't have to carry your burden along and don't care about anything as you wish. The time of suffering is gone and now you have everything. ( She is still in her drowsiness she thinks it's all her dream she fell asleep in his arms.

Mikey dropped her on the bed and went out to meet them.

Danken: So what now Mikey?
Mikey: Mitsuya takes her with you . Don't leave her alone anymore.
And baji please take care of her from now and hurt her any more.
Emma: What are you saying Mikey? Even after hearing her you still don't get it .
Mikey: Emma understands she is not meant to be with me. We are not we cannot. I can't accept her and her feelings.
Baji: You will regret it later Mikey I will make sure you do. You watch what we become.
Mikey: Good you her.

( Mikey left them behind danken only to know the truth about his friend and the love he has for her . He knows why he is doing it he can understand but he knows one thing for sure Mikey is Mikey and y/n is y/n)

Baji: This baster think I will be dating her after seeing him hugging and kiss her shoulder. Fuking baster who you he think he is?
Mitsuya and Danken: WHAT?
Emma : Shut up you two I'm going to see the doctor.