mending broken hearts

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Maan-touched her with their private..he couldn't complete to himself he palmed his mouth

Maan- and i.. chii..shitt..Am soo freaking mad.. that's why she feel scared when i go near her... but am also a man what abt my desires..

"Then leave her"  his subconscious  screamed

Maan-i want but I.. can't..i want her with me..i hate it but yes i feel like am changing i don't want to leave her. He said

"Then just take her out of trauma..then she's all URS"

Maan- i don't love her..

"Confused jerk🙄" it rolled eyes

Maan- shut up ik how to handle it and waise bhi nothing is going to change between us..i will bring her out trauma..so that everything would be good for us..

"As i said ur such an confused man like u say u don't love her,and then u want her like dude wtf"

Maan- fuck off..Idc she's my wife and only mine so u better shut ur mouth i don't need ur help u always put me in trouble. Maan yelled at his subconscious suddenly he heard a voice he looked up and saw asad

Asad- don't u wanna sleep...

Maan- hn uncle yes wo...am going. he literally ran down

Asad- strange man..he chuckled

Maan entered in room
He saw anaya sleeping peacefully he sat beside her

Maan's pov
I entered in room and saw her sleeping peacefully she looks cute like a  baby when she sleeps, When i got to Know abt her past..i got shocked i heard from my mom that if a girl is touched inappropriate then it's so hard for her to believe on any man.. but..am her husband i want her,i can't cheat her right i need her in my embrace that's not wrong na? I sat beside her she was breathing softly her hairs were tied,i frowned why do she tie her hairs it looks good when they are opened..my eyes fell on her cheeks they are soo chubby the first thing i noticed when i met her for the first time were her cheeks,well our first meet was a tragedy,i felt like laughing remembering it she is just soo clumsy.I kissed her cheeks slowly, suddenly i felt a leg on mine it was hers..wait am damn sure she's thinking it's her pillow damn i noticed that while Sleeping she sleeps hugging pillow she is thinking me as her pillow.

I slowly shook her

"Ana" i called her but she held my hand Tightly

"i love you Raj" she whispered in her sleep holding my hand more Tightly i felt something hitting my heart badly why does she loves that boy soo much why?? what's in him that i won't have?how softly she call his name and when she calls me it fills with bitterness..Why??am i that bad i thought all this,she should forget him i just erased maya from my life then why can't she I was thinking all this.
my eyes fell on her braids am not liking them at all her hairs looks good when they are opened.
I slowly started untying her hairs with my one hand because she was holding another Atlast her hairs spread over her shoulders she was looking soo pretty now.. nothing disturbed her sleep she was a deep sleeper fr..
I looked her kneely she was beautiful i am dumb i never saw this in this month she was perfect just soo perfect.. i kissed her both eyes slowly

"Begum...my begum" i whispered with blush on my face i remember how my father calls mom like that she used to blush hard whenever he calls her begum will anaya also blush i was just imagining all  this i always used to say maya once she will be my wife i will call her begum but Dadi is right we never know what has Destiny planned for us where i was planning all this with Maya but i got her anaya.
suddenly my ears hitted by asad uncle's words

"what..?? Maan this marriage won't work!"
And then dad's
"One day when it will be breaking u will realise what is this marriage! He said maan got up.."
This were ecoing in my mind dad was right,this marriage was in verge of breaking Why would asad uncle leave her with me he will surely take her from me but  i won't let it happen she's my wife my mehram she needs to be with me yess..she can't freaking leave me u belong to me anaya just me. I was trying to move from there i wasn't able to..if i will push her a bit too she will panic I just rest my head on headboard I closed my eyes feeling sleepy when my mind revolved with how softly she said she loves him even in sleep..I promise u mrs anaya maan ahmed i will erase his name fromur heart
His pov ends
Maan slept in sitting position
Morning 5:00 clock
Zoya got up
She was walking towards anaya's room blabbering to herself

Zoya- na raat ko ayi sone na abbi uthi pta nhi maan kahan soya hoga..she talked herself and opened door of room just to see something shocking

Maan was sleeping in sitting position while anaya was almost over him she hit her forehead Zoya goes near her and shook her

Zoya-Ana!get up...she shook her
Anaya opened her eyes

Ana- kya ammi..?

Zoya-see.. Anaya turned and saw her and maan she was holding his hand Tightly her legs were on his her hairs were opened as far as she remembers she tied her hairs tightly she looked at maan she left his hand she was going to get up but he hold  her hand again
Ana looked at Zoya

Ana-ammi..wo he is..not..
She said trying to freed herself

Ana- maan..choro..maan..she called him She was hell embarrassed she could sense same in Zoya
Maan opened his eyes he looked at Ana his eyes roamed around and saw Zoya he immediately left anaya's hand

Maan-au..n..ty?u?? Mai wo..

Zoya- relax!! Ana get up we will pray together..Ana nodded and got up from bed...

Zoya-u won't go for namaz?

Maan-wo nhi..mai

Zoya-umm..asad is going to mosque u can go with him if you want.

Maan- ok.. he said she left
he never prays he don't even when was the last time he prayed he agreed because how can he say no whole house was light up how odd it would be if only he would be sleeping.. after few minutes anaya came out washroom she picked her Prayer Mat and was leaving cause she didn't wanted to face she was hell embarrassed

Maan-ana..(he called her she stopped and turned he hold her shoulder and pulled her closer) we need to talk abt raj. He whispered to her and left inside washroom

Ana- Raj?what he wants to talk abt him? Allah did i said something in sleep..she thought and left out

After sometime
Anaya got ready for school and maan for collage anaya was with her mom in kitchen

Zoya- u both share room? She asked anaya who was pouring milk in glass lookes at her.

Ana-ye..s

Zoya- ru comfortable!?

Ana- pehele no but aab am ok

Zoya- hm u want to continue this marriage. This question made her shocked

Ana-noooooo...mai aur uske saath never

Zoya- anaya Respect he is elder than u..

Ana-but ammi why shld i call him aap!? He calls me tum

Zoya- beta..ur baba calls me aap but in starting he also used to call me tum

Ana- but..

Zoya- shh no more discussion ok. Ana nods helplesslyy

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