It Was Always You

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"I wish I could erase all the sorrow from your heart ."
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Kuea's pov :

I was sitting on my bed looking out of the window, the darkness in the night feels so peaceful, I got up from my bed as I felt the urge to walk outside feeling the cold and calm Breeze,

I opened the window of the balcony and headed out as the wind blew on my skin softy , I could feel the coldness in the wind, it was probably about to rain ,

I sighed and felt the sensation of a calm whether,

My eyes roaming around the garden as I saw someone walking towards the main gate , I could recognise by his shape that it was hia Lian , he opened the door and left the house, it was almost midnight why'd he leave that late ..
Maybe he has some work out there , I thought to myself... He's a busy person isn't he ..

I walked around the balcony as a drop of rain fell on my face , it's raining ...

I spread out my arms feeling the water droplets falling on my skin ,

I smiled at the sky , maybe I feel better , not much but atleast better than before ..

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I started at the ceiling of my room trying to get some sleep, but I couldn't..

My mind could only think of one person.... It was hia ,
I couldn't stop thinking about him , the thoughts of him makes my heart beat like crazy,

He left so late in the midnight, he was so in hurry, is he back yet ... What's up with him ....
The questions keep forming up in my mind,
I sighed and closed my eyes for some seconds, still I was restless.....

After some minutes of trying hard to get some sleep,
The door knob of my room twisted as I heard the voice of someone's footsteps,

I knew who could it be, it was hia for sure...
But why'd he be here this late, I tried to pretend that I was sleeping,

He sat down on the edge of my bed as I felt that side sunk down , even with my eyes closed I could feel him staring at me for a while, I felt tensed ,
He lied down infront of me facing me and came closer and closer,
His face was so close to me , I could feel his breath , I could feel his body heat ,

His hands reached my hairs and caressed it,
I felt his veiny hands as they snaked on my waist ,
Both of his arms wrapped around my waist taking me in his embrace,
He held my head from behind and pulled me close to his chest dressed in formal suit ,
His arms squeezed my waist tightly as his hands pulled my head closer to his heart , my face heated up as I felt flustered,
He kissed my forehead and squeezed me gently, his embrace was warm and comfortable ,
I felt like he was tired and exhausted, his sigh was heavy and his arms were wrapped around me tightly as he snuggles me up , his body language felt
as if he's been longing for something, clearly indicating that he was seeking comfort.

I acted as if I was actually sleeping,
He let out a deep sigh as if it holds regrets,

"What have you done to me kuea ." He whispered in his deep voice, but it was enough to reach my awake ears ,
My body felt flustered ,

"I wish I could erase all the sorrow from your heart ." My heart skipped some Beats as the words left his mouth in a soft deep whisper.

"You don't deserve that , you deserve to be happy." His grip squeezed me tight but still comfortable,

I felt my heart beat going crazy, my cheeks hot as hell and I could not even let out the mixed emotions I was feeling by his words,

His embrace was all I needed to sleep comfortably,
Hia's breath became slow and calm as he fell asleep,
I snuggled my head into his chest , softly brushing it ,
I smiled at myself and looked up removing some strands of hairs from his forehead that were falling on his eyes ,