Yall probably guessed but quitting this work again lmao

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Yea i dont think anybody cares this hasn't been updated in like 2 months, the reason I stopped is bc I have had almost NO interest in kp for months by now. i might quit wattpad but idk? (I have an ao3 (emocat69) and I just prefer the website way more than wattpad) 

so sorry I guess? erm but idk nobody rly liked this anyway idk why I'm even writing this 😭

heh.. i guess I deserve it.. /j I wear a mask with a smile for hours at a time

Stare at the ceiling while I hold back what's on my mind
And when they ask me how I'm doing
I say, "I'm just fine"
And when they ask me how I'm doing
I say, "I'm just fine"
But the fact is
I can never get off of my mattress
And all that they can ask is
"Why are you so sad, kid?" (Why are you so sad, kid?)That's what the mask is
That's what the point of the mask isSo you can see I'm tryin'
You won't see me cryin'
I'll just keep on smilin', I'm good (yeah, I'm good)
And it just keeps on pilin'
It's so terrifying
But I keep on smilin', I'm good (yeah, I'm good)
I've been carin' too much for so long
Been comparin' myself for so long
Been wearin' a smile for so long, it's real
So long, it's real, so long, it's realAlways bein' judged by a bunch of strange faces
Scared to go outside, haven't seen the light in ages
But I've been places
So I'm okay-ish, so I'm okay-ish
Yeah, I'm okay, bitch
But the fact is
I need help, I'm failin' all my classes
They think that I need glasses
I just really wish that I could pass this (wish that I could pass this)That's what the mask is
That's what the point of the mask isSo you can see I'm tryin'
You won't see me cryin'
I'll just keep on smilin', I'm good (yeah, I'm good)
And it just keeps on pilin'
It's so terrifying
But I keep on smilin', I'm good (yeah, I'm good)
I've been carin' too much for so long
Been comparin' myself for so long
Been wearin' a smile for so long, it's real
So long, it's real, so long, it's realSo long, it's real
So long, it's real

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