Krystal's POV
I felt like the part Bella did in the movie New Moon when she sat in the chair and watched the days blend into months.I don't even remember what I did yesterday or the day before that. The only thing I can remember to do everyday is to feed, walk and watch Monty. If it wasn't for him , I probably would sit in this living room staring at the wall.
Everyone has been checking in on me , either being phone calls or coming to my house. But I decline them all and refuse to open the door, even for Dom.I just can't think straight, or even talk to anyone without seeing them in my head.
Dom did come over to grab all of Demi's things that she left or that I had in the main bedroom. I completely remodeled my room, changing the bed to completely redesigning the walking closet.Once what was a bright and simple room turned to a dark and gray room. It was beautiful, something that I was proud of but i never sleep in there. The feeling of something missing haunts me at night when I try to sleep there.
The night terrors still come every night but have grown worse since she's been gone, the constant feeling of paranoia creeping over my shoulders.
I barely sleep anymore , laying in a personal hell that I don't even know if I could ever escape.
I hate her for everything she has ever done to me. From the first time hurting me in the ring almost over a year ago, to everything with Jazz, to now this. But why do I sit here and long for her, longing for her arms to wrap around me, longing for her lips to be on mine. I hate her , but god fucking damnit , I'm so in love with her.
I was pulled out of my thoughts when I heard a soft but powerful knock against my door. I looked at my phone seeing no one has texted me about coming over, nor would my family have knocked. I heard Monty barking excitedly, jumping up and down.
"What are you so excited for big guy?" I walked over to the door, gently rubbing his head as I opened my door slowly. I was shocked to no one other than Buddy Matthew's there, holding a bag of food in his hands. His eyes stared into mine as he smiled softly.
"I'm sorry for showing up unexpectedly but I wanted to come check and see how you are doing." I could hear the sincerity in his voice as i opened the door more, letting Monty push through as I stepped outside.
"Would you like to sit down and talk. I brought you some food that I thought you'd like." He motioned to the bag which i smiled and took from him.
"Thank you."
I whispered , seeing his face look shocked but then softened.
"What are you doing here Buddy?" I asked him, placing the food down next to me as I crossed my arms against my chest. I saw him let out a deep sigh, like he was holding it the whole time.
" I came to see how you are doing?" He said , sitting on the small ledge I have while he petted Monty. "Or is it just to tell Demi how I'm doing?" giving him a slight amount of sass as he shook his head in disagreement.
" I'm not here on her behalf. I'm not here to fix her mess or to tell you to get back with her. She's a big girl and she can do it herself."
He looked at me with firmness in his voice and his face as I stood there with my mouth slightly open.
" I want to know how Krystal is because by the looks of it." He paused as he looked over at me.
"You're not doing well."
I nodded, walking over to sit next to him while we watched Monty in the front yard.
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FanfictionKrystal Jones is new-ish to WWE, moving up from NXT to Raw, she was chosen by Triple H himself to be his next superstar. Working her ass off for the brand for almost 3 years , she's finally getting her chance to prove herself. But what happens when...