Short RvB Ficlets

If The End Would Only Come Sooner

(Why not right?) (Also I put a new rvb story out if y'all want to check it out Yo)

It was his final stand, the ending if you will. The last fight he had to give before he was no longer alive. Torn apart by a failing memory unit, torn apart before he got to say how he felt. His lungs are heavy, his body hurts. He knows Tex wouldn't give him the time of day. He tries so hard to let her know how he feels, to let her know he cares, to let her know he needs her in her life. He needs her so very bad. Epsilon needs her and he doesn't know how to let her go. 

When he does let her go its the worst feeling in the world, what worse than losing your life during the apocalypse of the failing unit? He had lost her, lost the thing he had been searching for his whole short life. He begins and ends with Tex. Hopefully he thinks, this is enough, enough to satisfy his craving of her, enough to end the cycle. When Epsilon comes out of the unit, he has never been more upset in his life, his "friends" had taken him out of his peace of him continuing torment on his life. They never could leave him alone and he was sick of it. He starts yelling, screaming even, he vaguely remembers picking up his shrill scream the from his freelancer. Then he spots it, that black armor, that sickening black armor to remind him that he failed in letting his problems go, that he failed himself thinking he could let her go.

"I forget you" She says, mocking his efforts for it to be done, for it to be gone. A shadow of a shadow and it still haunts him.

"I hate you, you know that right?" He hates what he's become.