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Messenger
•Shawn sent you a message
Im still staring at the notification that was in my messenger. What should I do? Should I wait for 3 hours before I answer him?
No but he'll absolutely lose interest.
What? NO he does NOT like me anyway
What if?
But if I answer now, Im gonna end up looking too obvious.
I switch glances at my phone, then outside the window, at my phone, then out the window.
What do I DO?!!??!
I put down my phone for atleast a minute to think about it.
Fuck it.
Messenger
•Shawn- Hey
can I ask what your rank is earlier?
just asking for a friend
Bullshit.
We both know he did NOT ask that for a friend.
What do I say?
Oh, I haven't heard from the judges yet. I dont think they announced it already - you•
Ok ok, so far so good.
Its been 10 minutes when he finally responded. Im still wondering where this conversation would end up.
but something in me wants to make it longer. and longer. and longer. Until he falls for me.
Eugh that was cringe.
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Once I got home, I flopped down my bed and grabbed my phone from beside me and opened our conversation
I just got home send
Should I update him?
NO. thats too obvious.
but I want to make sure he knows.
why would he want to know if IM home safe? He probably wouldn't care.
I stood up, walked towards my vanity to remove my makeup and change clothes.
I feel disgusting today. I must've got so sweaty earlier and it dried up in my clothes.
Just as Im admiring my face while I remove my makeup, I hear my phone buzz at my table.
But I haven't even replied to him, I just reacted his message?
Reaching down for my phone, I open it with my face ID and surprisingly, he chatted;
•Shawn - Are you already home?
GOD I need him to stop.
He's filling me with hope that he could actually like me for some reason. I watch the message I typed in earlier, the message I hesitated to send.
I just got home - you•
sent
I look so dumb when I jumped all over my room and flopped down my bed with my half covered face with makeup. I have to get it together. Im falling too fast again.
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