MY KIDS

I cant breath,someone help me

Killua pov

He falls back on the door'he really dosnt know what he did,or maybe he dose?' Killua looks around his messy room and stops when he sees a clone of him self looking back at him, he gets scared for a second untill he relizeses it just the full body mirro in the room.' God i look like a mess did i really go out like this?' He thinks looking at the dark blue oversized sweater and baggy jeans with a red stain on it ' is that blood!?' "Shit!" He says out loud "im bleedind but where? "Stupid so called parants makeing me train now i dont know where im bleeding from!" Killua wisper shouts will takeing of the sweater and under shirt he had on 'where is it! Ok stop im panicing, where am i bleeding from?' Killua thinks will looking at his hands 'wait!
Theres fresh blood unber my nails and my hands did i cut my self with my hand?' Killua looks in the mirro again only to see that his outer legs where bleeding 'oh. Now i feel stupid ughh. Whatever it looks like im more scarad of HIM then i thougth.

{Time skip given to you by ME!}

after killua went to shower and fix his self inflicted injurys he went to look for the stuff he got this morning'where the heck are they come on i know my room is a mess but how hared is it to find a white ass bag in here!!?' "Oh there it is right were i left it ughh" he picks up the bag from the floor and heads in to the bathroom joined to his room." Can I even call you a bathroom I mean Iv been sleeping here ever since THAT happend. I really need help not only am i talking to my self but im also talking to a room, fuck lets just get this over with" After he dose the things need for the test to work.

What do i even want the test to say ?

          Positive?

      If so what will i do i cant take care of kids!

Maybe my omega side would take over?

Who am i kiden i never let that side do anything .How would i help me now!

Actually the only time it did something was whe-

Nope! i dont need to relive that!

Just the fact the hes outside of this room makes me sick!!

But if they were any thing growing inside me ill take care of it

I mean you didnt do anything wrong

So i IF there is someone there im take care of you

I dont know how 

But i wont do it HERE i promise

'Its been an hour already jeez, the resoltes should have came a will ago how did i end up in my head for an hour'. Killua thinks will he walks to his bathroom/ bed 'I know i said i would take care of you if you are really there and not some reaction to being r- OK im going to look now ' he picks up the prego test and puts it up to his  closed eyes 'I Im scared, what if it says yes then what? I run away leave town how will alukua know where to find me ? My chest feels like its been sit on i cant breath ' "come on you cant stand here all nigth look at the fvcking thing  " he says out loud and opens one eye then tha other but he still cant see for some resone his vision is all blurry,so he wips his eyes only to fined that his handed came back with water but from where? But there wasent much time for that now his vision is back he can see it now and its  

Its

Im

Im

Pregnant