feeling of life

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                           VIOLETS POV

I walk home from school I feel exhausted from everything and not only that but I've lost a friend today when I reach my room I fall into my bed.

I want to leave I want to leave this town all I need... all I want is to go back... back home

memories that fond over me more like abandoned places rather than a photograph yet even with how depressing it may seem there's comfort in it.

these past 3 months have been heaven and hell as if I was being torn away from both. Is our love a sin? Or is he the sin? Teenage love he's not the first boy I've fallen for but he's for sure been the first boy who's loved me back the first to do something about it..

the front door opens my mom slams it harshly as she walks up the stairs to her room slamming the door before breaking down again... if we never left she would've been okay

"It's a murder they confirmed but they're not telling me anything else!" She cried into the phone

I open my room window quietly, do I go to Bills like how I always do? Or

60 dollars

20 dollars in transportation, 40 dollars for anything else

that'll work.

I'll go I'll visit for a bit and I'll be back before anyone notices. I made sure to be quiet while opening my window and exiting out of it as I scurried away to the train station.

The ticket to Berlin costs me 15 which was 5 dollars more than I had expected but it was fine I'm on the train now.

my outfit looked a hot mess while others on the train wore club attire or even work attire I was wearing the laziest of outfits it wasn't even something that would classify as "my style"

my outfit looked a hot mess while others on the train wore club attire or even work attire I was wearing the laziest of outfits it wasn't even something that would classify as "my style"

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(how she looks currently)

my hands shook as I held onto my small purse with no clue of what I was even going to do entering a city in the middle of the day.

the train had finally stopped I made it to Berlin, I looked around making sure I didn't look clueless as I headed straight out of the train station immediately I felt at home again but even then I looked so out of place like some tourist

I booked a taxi which took me to the part of Berlin where I grew up in. Not far from me could I see a grocery store my stomach rumbled. I slowly walked towards it before speeding up a little when I got in I looked towards the snack aisle as I struggled to reach for the bag of chips I heard a voice from behind me

"Violet..?"

blonde hair..blue eyes.....

"Andrew.."

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