cloudy eyes - last edited in apr. 2024

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the day we sat in the woods together

you on a log and me on your lap

was the first time i believe that i saw heaven.


it was raining

though we barely felt it underneath the trees' umbrella

and the sun somehow managed to curl through the cloud-covered sky

like fingers lacing through one another.


i rarely saw you looking at me. normally

your eyes are closed with laughter

or that same smile, the one that

cracks your entire face open

like a raw egg.


but that day

you looked at me.

if i could, i'd go on

for pages. novels. serieses. 

about you and me and what we are.

but that would be overwhelming. 

i could say for paragraphs 

about how when i saw your eyes seeing me for what felt like the first time

i felt like it was my first time really seeing you, too.

does that make sense?


but you are so much more than just a pretty face to me, my love.

or a pair of pretty, pretty eyes.

if given the chance, i'd write a book about your body.

the way your cheeks turn red like ripe tomatoes (which we both hate)

whenever you're happy.

the way your hands feel against mine, the third degree burn scars covering them 

rough and familiar to me. you always worry about seeming "gross"

but my love, there is nothing about you that doesn't scream ecstasy. 

and your eyes. that is the entire point of this poem, isn't it?

i swear that they change color

the best way i can describe them is

fluorite crystals, raindrops, robin's eggs.


and still, you are more than that. much more.

you are my favorite feeling, my love.

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