May 17th, 2024
I kinda forgot to talk abt what happened yesterday so we doing that today
ok basically
I was in the school bathroom at lunch crying (I might explain why later but prob not-)
and it was 2 minutes before lunch was over and I had to go back to class
So I'm looking at myself in the mirror to make sure there wasn't any like redness around my eyes
There was a little bit, but you couldn't really tell so it was fine
Anyways
I left the bathroom and started to go to my class and then
I hear footsteps somewhere near me
I look up and over to my side and do u know who i see
MUFFIN
OF ALL THE PEOPLE IT COULD HAVE BEEN IT WAS MUFFIN
which is weird because He usually doesn't get to class like right when it's time
He's there maybe 2-3 mins after
i'm exactly on time bc i stay in the cafeteria-
so i just looked away and back to the floor
and we get to our class (we're in the same class after lunch) the teacher isn't there
so we have to wait outside the classroom until the teacher came back
He was standing by the door and i was just off to the side staring at the floor
IT WAS SO AWKWARD FOR NO RESON 😭
AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE
I WAS SNIFFINLING BECAUSE I HAD BEEN CRYING MINUTES BEFORE
IT WAS JUST QUIET BECAUSE WE WERE EARLY-ISH
AND NO ONE ELSE WAS THERE
I WAS TRYING TO LEAN MY HEAD FORWARD SO MY HAIR COVERED MY EYES BC THEY STARTED TO WATER AGAIN (WhY aRe My EyEs WaTeRiNg NeAr HiM- ...... It'd make more sense if I explained why I was crying in the bathroom in the first place, but i don't wanna explain ok? OK)
😭😭
*aggressively sobs*
then the teacher finally came back BUT
NO OTHER STUDENT WAS BACK
SO IT WAS JUST ME AND MUFFIN IN THAT CLASS FOR A WHILE
AND THEN WE STARTED MAKING EYE CONTACT BECAUSE HE SITS AT THE FRONT OF THE ROOM FACING THE BACK WHERE I SIT
I JUST PICKED UP MY BOOK AND STARTED READING
🤧
That's all for rn
i might upload more at 2 am but like i have 13 mins left on my phone (on my mom's computer as of right now) screen time limit, soooooooo
we'll see
i might just sneak the computer in, but the keyboard makes so much noise and the brightness is still too high even on the lowest setting
anyways
-Goodnight!
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