Till death do us part (Catnap x Dogday) +18

🌙❗Violence is never the answer

Today is my second date with Dogday. That night at the strip club really spark my kink. When I touch him, he didn't push me away or get mad at me. It shows he wanted me to do it which means he really loved me. For this date, Dogday introduce me to this restaurant that serves pasta food along with delicious desserts. I'm in the mood for dessert. I finally see Dogday waiting for me.

☀"Moonlight!"

🌙"Hey sunshine."~

We kissed and head on inside. We sat at the table near the window looking out the lit up streets. It was a clear sky today. I ordered some chicken alfredo along with tiramisu cake. We wait for food and decided to talk about each other. My payment is almost up so this is my chance.

🌙"Dogday? I have a bit of problem with rent. Could I borrow some money?"

☀"Sure! How much. And don't say a thousand or more. I'm saving it up for future uses."

"Fuck! I really need 2,000!"

🌙"I guess $500?"

☀"That sounds like enough. But first I'll pay you after the meal. Ok?"

I agreed and after a few minutes, the food arrived. The chicken tastes hot and juicy with the sauce. It's been a long time I have food like this ever since. I have to feed off leftovers and steal from gas station stores. I nearly cried. Now that dessert is here, I try the tiramisu. Tastes like coffee. Everything tastes amazing! It feels like my body is filling up.

~~🌙❗~~

After dinner, me and Dogday walk together for the night. We admire the night sky and the moon shining. My moon necklace once belong to my mother. I'll wear it until I die.

☀"The moon shine bright. Just like you."~

🌙"Thanks. Um, about the money. You said you'll give me 500 for the rent."

☀"I did? Oh yeah! Cash or card?"

🌙"Cash."

As Dogday was about to pull out his wallet, a raccoon came out with the gun.

"Alright boys! Hand me your money! I heard ya have 500 in cash. Give me all your money now!"

Dogday look terrified until I step in.

🌙"No we're not. Get lost."

"No way. Give me your money now!"

🌙"No."

"Fine then! Your dog will be first to die-"

BANG!

The raccoon feel his heart stop when his chest has a bullet hole. I have my own gun the whole time. The raccoon fall dead on the ground. Dogday cover his mouth.

☀"CATNAP!! THAT WAS HORRIBLE! WHY DID YOU DO IT!?"

🌙"He started it! He was gonna kill you!"

☀"But killing is wrong! Violence is never the answer! How would you feel if you got killed never got the chance to do something you want in life!?"

When he said those words, I remember my parents begging for mercy when they were murdered. They never got to raise me their whole lives. My heart beating as I was about to breakdown.

☀"Catnap!? Catnap! Calm down! Please!"

I barely hear Dogday's voice. My heart is beating faster and my muscles feel like they're giving out. My vision is fading and my breathing feels heavy. I fell to the ground unconscious....

~~🏥~~

I woke up in the hospital bed. I look around for Dogday but he's nowhere to be seen. Then the doctor arrived.

"Are you alright? Your boyfriend told me you were having a panic attack and pass out. It's very rare for people to reach that point of a panic attack."

I still have my clothes on but something is missing. My mom's necklace! I look around and see its sitting on the chair. I reach it and embrace it. It was the last thing my mom has.

"Would you care to explain the cause of the attack? How did it happen?"

🌙"I may have a traumatic experience. And it happened again."

"So you were at gunpoint. When did it happen the first time?"

🌙"When I was 13. Encountered dangerous people."

"I see. I suggest you go to see a therapist. They'll help you with your PTSD. Ok?"

The doctor gives me the address for the therapist. Just then Dogday rush in.

☀"Catnap! You're ok! I'm so sorry for saying all these things! I didn't know you'll faint! I'm so sorry!"

🌙"It's all alright Dogday. I was scared that's all."

As we leave the hospital, I told Dogday I'll be ok on my own for now. We say goodbye and I went back home. As I check on my phone, there's news saying the raccoon guy was found dead and that my face was on the news saying I'm the one who killed him. But doctors claimed that I did it for self defense. That I have a traumatic experience leading me to act out. I only did it to save Dogday. Maybe he's right. I became like the man who killed my parents.

WARNING FOR SELF HARM!

I grabbed a razor and rushed to the bathroom. I look in the mirror to see myself as a piece of shit. I started slicing my wrists over and over again. Then I move on to my legs and slice my thighs to my legs. Now I try to cut my neck but I can't. I screamed and went straight to bed letting myself bleed. I cried remembering my parents deaths. They were ready to raise me. That man took them away. I will find him. I will fucking kill him. I will follow him down to hell and kill him over and over again...

"We are sorry to leave you. Take care my kitten...."

I stopped crying. I could've sworn I heard my mom. I don't know what to do. She said for me to take care of myself. I guess she wanted me to have a happy life. I feel happy with Dogday so he's my happiness. I find more bandages and wrap my cuts around stopping the bleeding. I'm not gonna let my fear take the best in me. My parents wanted me to live a happy life but I can't do it alone. Not without Dogday....

~~Meanwhile...~~

"Boss! Randy is killed! The raccoon you sent out to kill Catnap is dead! It's all over the news!"

"Don't worry. I sent out my gang everywhere in town to find Catnap. Tell them I want him alive so I can kill him myself."

"Yes sir..."

To be continued.....