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Anxiety

Poetry

Anxiety is hard; I decided to write this 5 years ago and I rarely update. I come back to read what I had as this description, "there is no escape." I lied, there is an escape. I don't know how to feel to about this book anymore but most seem to enjo...

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                                              No you don't get it
I know people always say "everyone gets anxiety from time to time"
But not like this 
Not like I do 
Not like how I almost skipped class yesterday because I was convinced
I was walking towards my death
I mean it was three degrees out and I was sweating 
I mean I almost threw up 
When I sat down in my seat because I became overwhelmed by the idea that I couldn't leave
                          It's not just being nervous 
For a presentation
It's not stage fright 
It's not any other kind of fear I've ever felt in my life 
It's irrational terror that feels completely legitimate even if most of you know that it isn't 
                          Don't call getting tongue tied in conversation social anxiety
Try spending four hours just being me....