INNOCENT LOVE(BL)

Chapter 19. OFFICIALLY TOGETHER!

Madin POV,

There after , I was given a room in the main mansion , but the king had decided that I will continue being prince Arthur's servant as a punishment for not speaking up .

Arthur didn't want it and wanted to stir a fight with the king but I warned him , the king didn't look like he was going to change his mind anyway, Arthur  had no choice but to accept it because his father said that's how he has decided to punish Me .

I honestly have  no problem with it , as long as am with Arthur and he knows my real identity, nothing can be more exiting as for now  .

" So.. what do you think?" Arthur ask the moment we get in his room, after the end of discussions with the royal family  .

" About what?" I ask not being sure what he's really referring to , I have a lot that am thinking about now .

" You know... everything my father said ."

" Totally fine and happy." I say referring to the fact that he allowed us to be together . Anything else will come later .

"Even with the fact that he is making me marry someone else, you're still totally fine and happy ?!"

I flinch at that thought but I brush it away immediately, I honestly don't want to think about anything that is not joyous right now .

" Can we not talk about that now ?"

" When then should we talk about it? Didn't you hear him ? He already has someone in mind and am going to marry her in less than a week! You will just be there like you are no body when you are the actual person I love ! Still happy with that? I feel like he is trying to fool us somehow! Do y..."

When realisation hit me that's when my joyous mood vanish in a thin air , I don't know from where but anger rise in a flash and I find myself yelling at him .

" Do we have a choice ?! Do you have a better solution or the answers of the questions you're asking me ?! Am tired , am going to rest "

I walk out of his room without another word , neither him say anything.

I can't explain my feelings right now but definitely they aren't good . I feel like crying but no , am not doing that , 'I'll be there just like a no body , so what? As long as am not a criminal anymore, they know my identity  , anything else will solve itself because when I start crying now that won't solve anything.

I go in the new room I was given , which is two floors up from Arthur's  , it's much better from those in servant's quarters; privacy and all that .

Just as am about to lay my spinning head and aching body on the bed a knock comes from the door .

I walk towards it and open the door ,
a servant with a tray full of different meals bringing to me . She look at me weirdly probably she's one of those of "it's a sin to be with a man when you are a man too!" I don't dwell on it so much , I take the tray and close the door , I put it on the wooden table beside the bed and lie on the bed .

I go on lying on bed on my back , trying to think where my life is heading to . But how can I know where it's heading to when it's not clear where it's coming from! In conclusion I tell myself as always that I don't have anything to loose , I mean , I've gone through a lot and I can use this place to keep going before my life ends , it's not like I have any other place to go..
Somewhere in the night I fell asleep because when I open my eyes after hearing banging on the door I realize it's in the morning because of the lights coming in through the curtains .

I raise myself to stand up only for a sharp pain to cut through my head . When I stand up I feel so dizzy that I support myself on the bed posts and on the wall .