The satanist and the christian

Chapter 4

(Silas' POV) This guy i met in my new class was so goddamn nice. When i first stepped in that class and saw him, i felt something i never really feel. Like i had butterflies in my stomach as i made eye contact with him. My parents told me it's a sin if a guy likes a guy or a girl likes a girl but...He was just so hot. When we talked at lunch we laughed a lot and got along so well. When the bell rung we both groaned. "Ima just skip, what about you?" Felix asked me. "Eh sure, can i come with you?" I asked. "Of course man." He said as he smiled. Damn that smile caught me off guard, it was so precious. "Thank you dude, you literally make me feel good to be in this new school, i was so afraid to go." I chuckle. Felix chuckled as well. "yeah i get that, i had that as well in the beginning." He said. "Good to know i'm not the only one." I smiled as we stood up. "So, how about we go to the park close by?" Felix asked. I nodded. "Yeah sounds good." I said. We walked to the park and sat down on a bench. We began talking again and i realized. I fell for him. Everything he did just gave me butterflies in my stomach. He was just so sweet and nice. "Hey Felix?" I asked. "Yeah?" He said as he looked at me. "Don't mind me asking but uhm, what's your sexuality? Just curious." I asked. Felix let out a nervous chuckle as he avoid eye contact. I raised an eyebrow as i got even more curious. Felix let out a sigh before he spoke. "So, well...i'm uh..gay.." He spoke in a nervous tone. "No need to be nervous Felix, i'm as well." I said making Felix look at me as he raised his eye brows. "Is it that shocking?" I chuckled out. "Nah just expected you to be straight and well...you know due to your belief maybe your homophobic or anything." He said. I nodded slightly. "Yeah..A lot of people that are christian are homophobic..same for my parents.." I spoke. "Seriously? Are you okay there though?" Felix asked. "I am not even sure.."I spoke slightly nervous not liking the idea of telling my homophobic parents. Felix slightly frowned. "Do you want to talk about it? Don't worry im a trustable person." Felix spoke. I sighed hesitating for a bit before speaking. "Alright..." I collected my thoughts. "So..uhm...i don't want you to spread what i'm telling you now okay?.." I asked. Felix nodded. "Everything you say is only between me and you." he spoke, i looked in his eyes searching for a glint of a lie but his eyes were full of truth. "Well..Ever since i told my parents about my sexuality...they.." I tried holding back tears as i took a deep breath. "T-they abuse me.." I saw Felix' eyes widen a bit before he slightly frowned. "Abuse you?..." He asked being concerned. I nodded silently as i look at the ground a few tears streaming down my cheeks. Felix opened his arms. "Come here.." He spoke softly. I hesitated a bit but eventually broke down in his arms. "It h-hurts Felix..." I choked out in between sobs.