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Sunday afternoon arrived quickly, and with it, a sense of nervous anticipation. I stood in front of the café near the stadium, the bustling sounds of Barcelona providing a vibrant backdrop. Alejandro was already there, leaning against his car with his arms crossed, looking as tense as I felt.

"Hey," I greeted him, trying to keep my voice steady.

"Hey," he replied, his expression unreadable. "Should we go in?"

We walked into the café, finding a quiet corner. The tension between us was palpable, the air thick with unspoken words. As we sat down, the silence stretched, neither of us knowing where to begin.

"I'm glad you agreed to meet," Alejandro said finally, breaking the silence.

"I'm here," I replied, trying to sound more confident than I felt. "What did you want to talk about?"

He sighed, running a hand through his hair. "I just think we need to try and figure out why we can't get along. It's exhausting, and I don't want us to keep fighting, especially with our families being so close."

"I agree," I said, my voice softer. "It's been really hard."

We talked for a while, but it felt like we were walking on eggshells, careful not to say anything that might spark another argument. Despite our best efforts, the conversation was stilted, the tension between us never quite easing.

As we sipped our drinks, I couldn't help but notice how different Alejandro seemed when he wasn't trying to argue. There was a thoughtful side to him, a side I rarely saw in our usual confrontations. It made me wonder if perhaps there was more to him than I had allowed myself to see.

"What do you think went wrong?" I asked, trying to steer the conversation to a more meaningful place.

He looked down at his cup, his expression pensive. "I think we've both been holding onto grudges for too long. We never really let go of the past."

I nodded, considering his words. "Maybe you're right. It's just... it's hard to let go when it feels like we're always at each other's throats."

"Yeah, it is," he agreed. "But I think we need to try. For our families' sake, if nothing else."

We sat in silence for a moment, the weight of his words settling over us. I knew he was right, but it didn't make it any easier to face the reality of our situation.

"Maybe we should try spending more time together," he suggested tentatively. "Get to know each other again, without the fighting."

I hesitated, the idea both appealing and terrifying. "That sounds... difficult. But maybe it's worth a shot."

He smiled, a small, genuine smile that made my heart skip a beat. "I'm willing to try if you are."

We finished our drinks and decided to take a walk, hoping that being outside might ease the tension between us. The streets of Barcelona were busy, the lively atmosphere a stark contrast to the heavy mood between us. We strolled along the narrow streets, occasionally brushing shoulders, each touch sending a jolt of awareness through me.

As we walked, we talked about our lives, our interests, and our families. Slowly, the conversation began to flow more naturally, and the tension seemed to ease, replaced by a cautious curiosity.

"So, you really like playing football, huh?" I asked, trying to understand his passion better.

Alejandro laughed, a warm, genuine sound. "Yeah, I do. It's been my dream since I was a kid. There's just something about the game that makes me feel alive."

I smiled, finding his enthusiasm infectious. "I can see that. You're really good at it."

"Thanks," he said, his eyes lighting up. "What about you? What do you love to do?"

"I love photography," I admitted. "Capturing moments, telling stories through pictures. It's always been my way of expressing myself."

"That's really cool," he said, sounding genuinely interested. "Maybe you could show me some of your work sometime."

"Maybe," I replied, feeling a flicker of hope that we could find common ground after all.

We walked for a while longer, eventually finding ourselves back at his car. The afternoon had flown by, and despite the initial awkwardness, I felt like we had made some progress.

"Do you need a ride home?" he asked, his tone casual but his eyes searching mine.

"Sure, that'd be great," I said, grateful for the offer. The idea of spending more time together, despite the tension, felt like a step in the right direction.





























































































































The drive to my apartment was quiet, the silence only broken by the occasional comment about the weather or the city. I could feel Alejandro glancing at me every so often, his expression thoughtful, but neither of us said anything of substance.

When we arrived at my building, he parked the car and turned to face me. "Thanks for today, Indiyah. I know it wasn't easy."

"Yeah, it wasn't," I admitted. "But I think it was necessary."

He nodded, a small smile tugging at his lips. "Maybe we can try this again sometime? Without all the tension?"

"Maybe," I replied, returning his smile. "We'll see."

As I reached for the door handle, I hesitated, feeling the weight of the moment. Then, before I could overthink it, I turned back to him and leaned in for a hug. It was meant to be a quick, friendly gesture, but the moment I felt his arms around me, the tension between us seemed to intensify.

"Take care, Alejandro," I said softly as I pulled away.

"You too, Indiyah," he replied, his voice equally soft.

I got out of the car and walked towards my apartment building, feeling his eyes on me the whole way. When I turned around, he gave me a small wave before driving off.

As I entered my apartment, I couldn't help but replay the day's events in my mind. The tension between Alejandro and me was undeniable, but maybe, just maybe, there was a way to move past it. Today had been a small step towards understanding, and I couldn't help but feel a glimmer of hope that things might eventually get better.

I set my keys down and sank into the couch, a mix of exhaustion and relief washing over me. The hug had felt like a turning point, a brief moment of connection amidst all the tension. It was a small gesture, but it had left a lingering warmth.

For the first time in a long time, I allowed myself to imagine a future where Alejandro and I could be more than just enemies. It was a fragile hope, but it was enough to make me smile as I closed my eyes and let the events of the day wash over me.

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