his bloody valentine // MGK

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it's been a week since lexi got the call from her dad. the boys have done a lot to try and help cheer up lexi. it's just one line that lexi can't get out of her head, even if she didn't let him finish, but she know what he was gonna say. he's been telling her that since the beginning. lexi's mother texted her appologizing for her dads behavior.

'i'm so sorry honey. it's my fault, i was buisy with work so i couldn't really foccus on what you said. i remember now what you said after your dad told me. you i don't want you out of the house but you know how your dad is. he shouldn't treat you like that, i've tried telling him but he won't listen. i'm sorry about him and i'm so so sorry again for not remembering darling. i love you' 

lexi didn't blame her, she knows how buisy her mom can be when working at the hospital. her dad does something else but for his own sake he never comes home when it's just him and lexi. fuck that man anyways. she doesn't need to be reminded about the past everytime he talked to her.

''lexi? come on we have to leave'' jaden tells her in the door of the bus, they are leaving the venue where colson had his show last night. they are 2 shows in new york in 2 days which is still far away from where they are right now. after those 2 nights they have some no show for 4 days and in one of those days it's lexi's birthday. she's honestly quiet glad they don't know when her birthday is, that way she doesn't have to be reminded of someone. 

lexi shots out of her thoughts and comes back into the bus, she just got the last stuff. casie is watching a show on her ipad in the bedroom so it's lxi and the boys again. lexi sits next to colson at the table, ''are you okay?'' colson asks seeing her tired eyes. she nods ''i'm fine, just couldn't get a lot of sleep last night'' she explains. she had another one of her nightmares again. it's always the same one. 

''i just realised we don't know when your birthday is'' rook says sitting infront of lexi with jaden. wel fuck. ''it's not important, i don't like my birthday anyways'' she explains, ''what so you mean you don't like your birthday!? it's fun to party with friends'' jaden says in shock. ''because i just don't like it, it's just a day i cry in bed and don't do shit'' she explains with a shrug, ''why cry when you can have fun?'' colson asks. she shouldn't have said that she realised now. ''the only person i want to celebrate it with isn't here'' she's been going all out lately telling them about her life. 

lexi puts her head on the table, he hair moves away from her neck so they can see her tattoo fully. ''you have a tattoo?'' jaden asks shocked already knowing it was dumb to ask when he can litterally see it. 'fuck' lexi thinks sitting up straight again so her hair moves back infront of it, ''no'' she lies. ''don't lie, we just saw it. what does it mean, it looked like a date or something'' rook says. 

here goes nothing. ''it's-'' she starts taking a deep shaky breath, ''it is indeed a date but there's two'' she tells them. the boys don't say anything so she can finish explaining, ''the first date is uhh.. my twin brother's birth date'' she starts, the boys already know where this is going. ''the other one is his death date. there's angel wings on both sides aswell'' she explain holding back tears. memories with her brother flash through her head, his laugh, his smile, his unfunny dad jokes. 

slim and dub, who are chilling on the sofa, hear it aswell and get up to join the 4 of them. colson can't believe his ears, she has been through way more he thought she did. ''we're so sorry for your loss lex'' jaden says with tears in his eyes, ''how did it happen?'' rook asks earning looks from the boys. lexi softly chuckles seeing rook's scared face, ''car crash, it's my fault..'' she says her mood changing again. 

''it's not your fault'' colson says putting his arm around the girl, ''it is. we got into a fight, he tried telling me not to go to a party. he was really protective over me. i still went to the party which he found out about, he called me and said he'd pick me up. i told him i wasn't going home until i wanted to, he got into the car angry and got hit by a truck'' lexi thinks back about that day a lot.