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It was my 10th class of vodka. Everything is feeling so messed up. I ruffled my hair in frustration. Leaning myself against the bar table. I took deep breaths. Brain not functioning.
Jay's death is killing me. Y/n's looks are making it worse. Jungwon as my brother doing such things are making it worse than that.
"Ackkkkk" I softly shouted.
A girl then came near me. She wore a tight pink one piece. With tons of makeup. She came and held on the hem of my shirt. "Need help man. You look stressed out. I can help you with your stress..." She spoke in a sweet seductive voice. Slowly placing herself on my lap. Running her hands on my chest. She was about to reach down there and hold my one but before she could I held on her hands.
"Get lost." I spoke in a monotone. "But darling let me help -"
"I SAID THE FUCK GET LOST!!" I shouted out loud. She got scared. She stood up. I walked out of the bar at a fast pace towards my car. I entered inside turning up the ac. I leaned back on the seat. Hands on my face rudding it. constantly.
*Flashback* "Please don't leave me " y/n spoke in her sobs. I started caressing her hairs. "Shhhh don't cry. I am there. We will speak later. Cam down..." I spoke in my softest voice.
After few minutes I felt her get quite. Her soft snores. She slept. She must be tired. I tucked her in the bed tightly and went out of the room giving one last glance to her. "What is this feeling y/n? What is this king of affection you are creating in me for you? What are you doing to me? I hurted you right still why are to trying to trust me??" I whispered to myself looking at the sleeping body on the bed before walking.
I started to walk back to the living room. I saw there Jake stareing out of the big glass window in the living room. His eyes were blank. I can feel his pain because Jay was very fav and dear to Jake.
"Jake!?" I came and sat beside him. "Why jungwon did such a thing hyung? We gave him all our love right? Then why such a rascal behaviour? And about Jay...ja-j..." A drop of tear rolled down his face.
"Did Jay tell you anything before going to bring y/n?" The question caught me off guard.