Mi Vida

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SUPRIYA POV

I woke up with a heavy pain in my head. My eyes not wanting to let light invade. I took a few seconds to register where I was.

Ohh God, the accident, the truck.

I remembered how that truck hit me and I rolled down to the corner of the road. I saw a lot of vehicles pass me but not even one stopped. Probably they didn't even see me because of the dark. Eventually my eyes shut but this time I did not even want to wake up. I didn't want to live anymore. My heart was paining . All the words that Ansh had spoken were running in my mind . I wanted to surrender my self to the darkness that was consuming me. And soon everything turned black.

I woke up after what felt like years. I don't know where I was. My eyes were closed but I could hear some indistinct voices. I wasn't able to understand anything but then I heard a broken voice of my papa.

Bitto please uth Jana. Ek bar bas aankhen khol le apni baki papa hai na sab sahi kar denge. Tu hi kahegi wahi hoga. Please badi minnaton k bad ayi hai tumhari mere pass. Aise naa ja bitto. Doctor is saying that you don't want to live. That is why you are not responding. But I know. I know meri bitto itni weak nahi hai. Nahi hai na bitto? Woh apne papa ko choddkar nahi jayegi. Please bitto uth ja.

Ayansh bhaiya also was crying and my other brothers were there too. All of them were crying like babies I could hear it.

I felt a new motivation in me as I heard my hero, my safe place, my papa crying just because I had given up. He always stood strong. No matter what the situation was. He never left my side.

No Supriya you can't leave him alone. Though he has everyone but I know he will be sad if I die. Somewhere in my heart I know that even Vedansh will be sad but I don't know if he cares. He might love me as he always says this but he doesn't trust me. So the relationship is still not complete.

But my papa can't be left alone. I can't be selfish.

I will live, no matter what my future would be like, with Vedansh or without him but I will live for my family, my mumma, my papa, my chachu, chachi and my brothers.

But still I wasn't able to open my eyes . Slowly slowly I started understanding who was talking, sometimes doctor, sometimes nurses, even Aditi and Anant came to say things but I don't want to focus on them. I was relieved that nothing bad happened to Aditi , I was even sad for Anant as he got betrayed by his friend but still I was angry with them.

Maa sa and other elder Rathores were talking too but I still don't wanna hear anything.

Finally the voice that I was yearning for, well I can't help it, my heart isn't in my control, so now finally Vedansh was here.

I felt his warm breath on my forehead as he kissed me. He was silent for sometime when I felt a drop of something on my face. He wiped it and sniffed. He is crying maybe. He started speaking and my heart clench to hear my Ansh this broken.

Honestly my heart felt peace with his kiss. Even though I was angry I don't know why my heart kept yearning for him. And for this reason I hate my heart right now.

He spoke Happy birthday Jaan... You know I planned a surprise for you today that is why I came back early but see I myself destroyed everything. Jaan please wake up. Please do not lose hope. Wake up then you can hit me, yell at me, beat me to pulp, throw me out of the house.................. no. Umm please don't throw me out of the house, I don't wanna live without you. But you can do anything to punish me. Just don't give up on me and on us. Everyone is feeling guilty for not understanding you. But I know that I am the biggest faulty here. I shouldn't have said anything . I do regret it I promise. I promise I won't do that mistake ever again. I never meant for you to leave the house. I just was too angry so I didn't wanna hurt you more that is why I said to leave us alone. But I know I was wrong. Do anything but please don't go. I won't be able to live without you. Please...