I..I don't know how to feel, he killed her. He spoke to her before hand but I don't know what he said..
He seemed off, he was different..
I hate it! I fucking hate it.. it seemed so inhumane to me.. so violent and horrible. I don't think I want to be around anyone for a while.. why did he have to do that!?
I hate killing, I hate murder.. I don't hate Ax. I hate what he's done. I thought I knew enough about him, he seemed so much kinder, he seemed.. he wasn't like this.
My head is spinning, I feel sick.. I think I'm going to be sick..
I need to stay away from all of them for a while, get my head straight.
Xav
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