T'YLAN P.O.V.
What's up mama! I smiled slightly huggin my mama.
Hey baby how are you, I been trying to reach you? Your uncle B said you stopped by up there.
Yeah I had took a lil trip clear my head for a few, I turned my phone off and shit ma bad mama. You good?
Yeah I'm fine baby just missed you and our Sunday morning brunch. You sure you okay? T'Ylan you have an arie feeling surrounding you and I'm worried about you a bit. You seem off.
I took a deep breath and looked at my mama. She was the only person in the world who was amazing at reading me. She seen right through everything, and all my bullshit!
Ma can I talk to you bout something?
Of course you can baby! It's bout that beautiful soon to be wife of yours?!
Something like that. How you figure?
Boy I haven't seen you looked this stressed since Tiana in your class in the third grade. Yo 9 year old but loved you some of her! She laughed.
Ma!
Okay, okay, what's wrong baby?
She pregnant!
WHAT! OH my god! Ima be a grandma!!! I never thought I'd see you ever and I mean ever fall in love and start a family! Baby I'm so happy for you! She got up and through her arms around me. She was so happy and excited. My mama always had hope for me that I'd find someone to love and they love me whole heartedly.
Hold on don't get to excited...
What? Why?
I'm having a hard time with this shit!
Why? You seem like you genuinely love her. You asked her to marry you. Don't get cold feet now that's she's pregnant.
Ma, it's not that....I can't and don't trust her right now and I can't have children with someone I can't trust and it's killin me cause I don't want that shit. I love her.
Why can't you trust her baby? What's going on?
Her brother....I want to kill him! I didn't know her brother was her brother. I came home and he was there. I instantly thought of just killing him so I was. She pulled my gun out on me and upped it on him. Said she didn't want us to hurt each other. In the mist of it all he said while she's acting like she's protecting me they made a deal for her to set me up so he could kill me. Her eyes widened as if the truth was never to be told.
Eyes always tells the truth, but she genuinely seems like she loved you.
That's why I'm so confused...I believe she do she seems ver adamant about it not being true. She's showing her heart on her sleeve. She's begging me to love her and take her back and I fuckin feel bad cause I love her, I'm in love with her. And most importantly she's carrying my kids. I just can't get over the fact that this may be true or not true.
Baby I totally understand. You being in the streets was never easy for me and the thought of someone taking you out this world and away from me sits in my mind everyday. The way she looked at you at dinner I seen all the love you had for her just glowing off of her. She loves you to death and I know she wouldn't put you in harms way. But you can not go into have children with someone if you don't trust them.
She got an abortion because she thought I hated her and she didn't wanna raise a kid alone. She didn't wanna do the pregnancy without me.
T'Ylan that says a lot baby! You even said before that she tried to give you her car back. Ain't no woman in their right mind doing that.
That's why I half believe what she say and I don't cause even a wolf had sheep's clothing. All that shit can be a front. I trust her, we get back together, I let my guard down she let dude slide in now I'm gone see where I'm going with that Shìt?
I see your point baby but is she keeping the baby?
Babies...
Wait you just said she got abortion, what you mean babies?
She went for an abortion, turns out it didn't work a couple weeks later here we are now she goes to the doctor cause she wasn't feeling good still she thought something was off these past few weeks. She's still pregnant with twins.
Twins? What! Oh T'Ylan she's ment to have those babies! Abortion that didn't work is crazy then turns out to be twins. Yeah that's got God written all over it. Maybe that's just his way of putting y'all back together.
It could be but I don't know ma. I'm feeling like shit cause I know I'm being mean and I know her feelings hurt. I offered to pay all her expenses and give her $100k a month for support once they get here.
Wow that's amazing, I'm proud of you for stepping up and at least offering to pay but you make sure you be there in those kids life regardless of anything just watch your back.
You know I am ma. Pops ment everything to me growing up and you know family is key in my eyes. I ain't letting my kids grow up without me. I just don't know what to do when it comes to her.
The fact that your still trying to be a good man, you love her, it may take you some time to trust her again but in time you will. Maybe this time apart you'll be able to figure out who each other really is and by then you'll be back together. I have a lot of faith in the fact that she's a genuine, true, beautiful soul and she only has your best interest. Everything will work it's self out baby!
I guess....I just wanna take care my kids ma..
And you will, with your wife! And I'm gonna bleed you to make it right with dad.
I love you mama I gotta go! I got up laughing and hugging her and kissing her. I walked out the house happy with the talk I just had with her. I know my mama would never steer me wrong. And she had some great valid points. But I still don't know..
