DREAM P.O.V.
I sat on the couch with my legs to my chest holding myself as I cried. I can't believe I was in this position of life right now. Yes I put myself in it but I didn't think things would go this far. All I needed was a break. To feel fresh again! I just had twin girls, I lost my mom, who will never get the chance to meet her grandkids. My one and only brother. The person I knew all my life. My protector my heart my brother. No matter what Ace did to me I loved him dearly. I have no one, I have no friends no family. I'm all alone and I didn't feel like I had a husband! I felt like I had a master, someone I had to always obey and I was more scared of Demon than anything. I'm depressed as fuck. My children are in a damn hospital. Like it's always been so much going on. Maybe we just need this break from each other forever....
The doorbell rang and I got up to go answer it. It was a delivery guy with a dozen of roses. "Thank you!" I smiled taking them from his hand. Probably from Demon. My smile shifted as I closed the door and read the card. "Hope you had a great night, and I hope this will brighten up your day. Sincerely Justin"
I don't know why I felt some type of way that they weren't from Demon...
The door opened and he walked in. You would have thought I was invisible the way he just walked past me and upstairs. He left the door opened and in came Davion. He looked like he ain't slept in days.
Where have you been? I asked closing the door.
Now you care? Seems how I was getting on your nerves when you were talking to your lil boyfriend. I hope Demon finds out and kill both yall! Davion said before storming upstairs.
I went upstairs to our bedroom and Demon was grabbing his things.,"where are you going to go? You sold your house for us!" I said fidgeting with my fingers. He ignored the hell out of me, and just kept doing what he was doing. He was packing bags getting all of his things.
We need to talk and you need to understand where I'm coming from please. I begged him grabbing his arm. He shoved me to get me off of him as he shrieked in pain from touching his arm that was in a sling.
Demon I acted to fast yes but you're not the innocent one in this situation either. Stop let's talk about this please! We have no communication! We said when we got back together we would work on our communication and we haven't done that....
Because we haven't gotten into an argument or a fight either that'll lead to divorce. It ain't shit to explain or talk about. You feel some type of way right?
RIGHT?
I do...
Cause I talked passionately to you about a nigga being in your face, right?
You were yelling!
Ma bad! He laughed "cause I fuckin yelled at you about a nigga being in yo face right!"
Right...
You need a break from me, from this marriage, just so you can go fuck around and see what else is out there, right?!
No! He was just a friend...
Let me put some shit into perspective for yo stupid ass! If you always seen bitches in my face and I'm always giggling and laughing with them. After my wife asked me not to and I don't listen knowing she would act out. Cause it's a difference from being friendly and disrespecting. If I turned around and fuckin told you I wanted a break and you took that ring off cause you knew it would piss me off. A break solidifies someone taking time out to heal, get shit together. But did you? NO! You went straight in for the kill. How would you like it if I said yeah I want a break and the single second you turned your back I acted on everything you yelled at me about? How about I go on dates with other bitches, take em out kiss them. Cause I bet you didn't know I knew you kissed the nigga! Yeah see I fuckin know every fuckin thing! And you're a fucked up ass bitch, but that's my fault for actually thinking you out of all people was different. Thinking you could have been this Demons Dream, thinking you was my wife! And I fuckin don't wanna hear all that bullshit about I scare you this that and the third cause you knew from the very moment what the fuck I was about and how the fuck I move. And I'm bouta pull up cards, cause All that I turn you on shit when I'm out here doing what I'm doing, didn't you just tell me 2 weeks ago how when I'm bouta kill a nigga that shit turn you on?
Nah fuck that or how you so thankful for me and I don't play about you cause I'll get any nigga gone who threaten or hurt you. Now it's I scare you cause I FUCKIN TOLD YOU TO GET OUT OF NIGGAS FACES! And YOU FUCKIN TURN AROUND AND START FUCKIN WITH SOME NIGGA BEFORE THE FUCKIN INK ON THE PEN COULD FUCKIN DRY. This is why I NEVER fell in love, this is why I never had a fuckin girlfriend, this is why I never wanted kids, this is why I never wanted to get married. Cause it's bitches like you who put on this front like they just the best bitch and whole time they really just a hoe.
Ima hoe? I've never done anything or fucked with anybody else besides you. I went on a friendly outing. He kissed me at the end of the date. I didn't see it coming and I wasn't on that type of time with him. I love you and I wanna be with you. BUT YOU TAKE SHIT TO FAR DEMON! It's not about being in other niggas faces, it's about you yelling at me and disrespecting me. You treat me like a fuckin child. Am I suppose to be okay with bitches putting their hands all over you fixing yo chains and shit. No!
I let that shit happen so you could see how it feels to have yo fuckin face played in. You laughing and giggling "oh my husband a crashout" like that shit funny like that shit a joke to you. I show you what that shit feel like one time, one fuckin time and all of a sudden you need a break followed by a divorce followed by you dating and kissing niggas? But I'm the fuckin bad guy? You can't adjustify this shit. It's over, we done, and you for sure got what the fuck you wanted. WE OVER! He grabbed his bags and some things. He had tears in his eyes and his voice cracked twice. "And you know what hurt the most is the fact that you got ya hair done, ya make up done all that shit to go on a date with this nigga! The entire pregnancy is said let's go out, let's go on a date, let me take you some where. You ain't did shit but get attitudes with me, tell me no, never got dressed or got your hair done or make up did. Went on dates with me. Like I wasn't good enough or like you didn't wanna be seen with me or something. Instead of begging me to take you back you should of just left my ass alone and we could of coparented like I said from the beginning, cause you can't turn no hoe into a house wife." He turned his back and walked away. I wiped the tears from my eyes as Davion stood by the bedroom door looking and listening to us argue.
Yall getting a divorce? He asked in disbelief.
Davion, I.....
Davion nothing! Dream you were always perfect for him now you cheating? He's never been in love before and the first time he does this is what happened? I really looked at you like my big sister, a motherly figure, I called you mom but you are nothing I ever thought you would be. Bye Dream! Davion grabbed his bag and walked out the house as well. I sat on the bed crying from everything. Everything is always my fault.
