He hated seeing her like this, completely and utterly broken, he just wanted to take all of her pain away and add it on to his own pain, seeing her upset made him even more upset than he already was, he too wondered why them? he had wanted to be a father his whole life, he wanted to be able to prove to not only himself but others too that he was not his fathers son and that he was nothing like him.
He never had the chance to prove it, his baby, their baby was ripped away from them and he couldn't do anything about it, his dreams were haunted by what could've been but he had to stay strong not only for himself but marjorie too, he still allowed tears to fall down his face, he couldn't be strong anymore, he had tried to be strong, for marjorie.
But he just couldn't, he missed the moments where it was filled with joy and happiness, it was now replaced with sadness, with aches in their chest, with their arms feeling empty where a baby could've been, should've been, he tried to wipe his tears away but they were only replaced with more, this was tearing him apart.
Reece was so afraid of what was to come - the funeral - he doesn't think he would be able to keep strong, he thinks he'll break then and there, once he finally see's their baby girl put in the ground, he knows it will all come crashing down and he will realise that it is real, this is no nightmare, this is reality, and their baby girl was gone, she had gone to heaven.
Both of them were not doing well, marjorie cried atleast 2 times today and reece only allowed himself to shed a few tears along with her but he had to stay strong for both of them because if he doesn't who will? He knew marjorie was not doing well, she was not okay but neither was he, he wasn't okay and he wasn't allowing himself to truly feel it.
Truly feel the pain of losing their baby, that he'd loved, he'd only met he for a minute but she was beautiful, she had her mothers eyes and her fathers nose, her face haunted his dreams and what she would've looked like when she was older, he so desperately wanted for her to live, to be in his arms, but he knew it was impossible and it was time for him to feel the pain.
He needed to allow himself to feel the pain, so he could start healing - he wasn't sure if he could ever heal from this, their little girl will always be in his heart, he knew she would always be in marjorie's hearts too, he remembered that he was so scared that he was going to lose them both, he remembers breaking down in autumn's arm worried for marjorie.
But she was okay, she was in her arms breathing and safe, he allowed himself to hold her closer, he had never been so scared in his entire life, losing them both was something he was sure he wouldn't heal from that, he knew he wouldn't of been able to heal from that, he started to think about their little girl again, Their little luna, that was her name luna - Luna wren knight - wren means little bird.
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Fanfiction*WORK IN PROGRESS* Marjorie gets pregnant, she allows herself to dream and so does reece, they allow themselves to get enveloped in the happiness, but something goes wrong and they find out just how much grief envelops you, will they come out of thi...
