Europe Change It Book 2-'Maybe it's my turn' Katherine Cimorelli Fanfiction 2015

Party 12

KATHS P.O.V

'What's between us?' I asked
It was an awesome feeling to lay there with my head on his shoulder
He smelled soo good
'Kath.. I.. uhm I really don't know' he said a little bit nervous He laid his arms around me and smiled
'Still just friends?' I asked sad
I don't want him as a friend I want him as MY friend
My boyfriend my man
'Are you okay?' I said worried because his heartbeat got faster and faster
'I... uhm I need to go, sorry kath'
He slowly stood up and ran away..
What's wrong with him?..
Why did he ran away?
I was sitting there on the ground and looked at my watch.
11:50 pm A few minutes ago everything was bright but now everything was dark..
I knew it.. It was wrong to set my hopes so high..
No one like you
No one love you
You're not needed
I cried a whole river of tears
It was the middle of the night. I'm alone.
I never expected that someone was hearing me 'Oh my god you're just too dumb' I said to myself
'You're just there to be hated' I cried.
'No you're awesome kath' I heard someone saying
I turned around and saw lauren with tears in her eyes.
'This dumb asshole' (sorry I know lauren would never say something like this but I needed a good word) she said and hugged me '
He's not worth it to cry a river' she said quietly and hugged me 'Oh my good lauren how long are you here?' I cried in her shoulder
'I saw everything.. dani too but she ran to kal-.. him'
'He kissed me and then he ran away? Why? Can you explain it?' I cried with despair in my voice..