BE MINE

Loosing Control

You will always be the one I loved

Neil's steady breathing fell on Avni's neck as he comfortably positioned his head on her shoulder, giving her nerves some bizzare sensation.

His one hand wrapped around her arm, while his other hand played with her hair, sending tingles down her toes.

She knew that if she stayed any closer to him, she would lose the control she was attempting to maintain; unfortunately, she couldn't jump out of a moving car or push Neil away because of his state, and she didn't know how he would respond if she tried.

Avni: Why did Neil need to get drunk? And if he wanted to drink, he could have had a couple of drinks, right? Didn't he think twice before executing this act and drinking so much alcohol? She thought.
"Well, what would a broken soul do if you shattered their heart into little pieces? He is unlikely to be able to think clearly after you crushed his feelings with your cruel words." Her inner self scowled. 

Avni tightened her fists. If she had been alone, she would have told her inner self to shut up, but deep down she knew she was the reason of Neil's condition.

Feeling Neil brush the end of her hair across her face like a paintbrush, Avni inhaled deeply and took an enormous breath.With a squeaky sigh, she released Neil's hold on her hair, ending the sweet pain he was inflicting on her.

Avni: How long will it take us to get to your flat, Advay?

Advay: Not much longer, Avi; we'll be there in no time. He said flashing her a smile through the rear view mirror.

Neil: Why is this driver calling you Avi? I don't like it when he calls you 'Avi' Only close people are allowed to call you by that name. Out of no where Neil said with a very peeved tone showing his dissatisfaction.

Avni: Neil Chup. She said placing a finger on her own lips gesturing him to stay quiet which Neil grabbed it in his hold intertwining their fingers. He beamed his eyes glowed at Avni, like he haven't gotten piqued a second ago talking to Advay. It seems like there is a turn on turn off switch to his emotions which does his mood change in instant. Avni kept staring at Neil few more seconds before she blinked away sighing.

Few minutes later Advay drove into the parking area which was only for
residential use.

Advay: Avni, you seem at ease there. Advay turned around as he turned off the engine to see Neil's eyes half closed, his face closer to her collarbone, and his hand wrapped around her in a protective manner.

Avni: A lot. Thank you; now that we have here, you can definitely remove that teasing smile from your face and help me. She replied sarcastically.

Advay shook his head, smiling, before exiting the car and opening the door from Neil's side.

Advay: Oh my, it seems like detaching himself from you will be really difficult, he added.

Avni had no idea she was holding her breath all this time; anytime Advay turned left or right on those bumpy roads, she felt Neil's lips touch her skin like a light touch, leading to havaco in her body.

Advay: Umm... Avi You may return from your dreamland and can help me with this friend of yours, he continued, almost pulling Neil out of the car.

Avni: Shut up Advay she said getting down from the other end and fastened up to help him.

Advay: Tonight appears to be my fortunate day. Avni Metha has told me to shut up multiple times in various ways, he stated once as they were both holding Neil.

Avni: What have I gotten myself into. A helpfully pestering Advay and a mischievously intoxicated Neil. Can my night get any better?' she wondered as they walked towards Advay's apartment.