Thread of Hate

CHAPTER 21

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RAHAT

On some days, being a human feels like a burden. It feels like I don't want this life and just want to vanish. Vanish and never cOme back. But on those times I have some people smiling toward me and assuring me with their eyes that i am wanted. But sometimes those people don't show up. And those days i feel more of a burden. But then my eyes look at me through the mirror and it says you are wanted for you. The thing is, till we are wanted from ourselves no one can ever harm us. Being a human is Troublesome, I know even it is like an unwanted wish but you know what? There are people who want you just like you want others to be with you. You just don't know. Do you know someone else's pov except for you? No right, so stop telling yourself that you don't matter for anyone. Because you do, you just don't know!

And i know I matter for so many people and that's what is holding me back. Holding me back from dying when I thought of that so many times. You know who told me all this? Who made me understand all this? My older brother! Kunal Mehra, he died years ago in that car accident, that day not only he died but his girlfriend also got injured. She has been in coma for all these years. And mom thinks it's Rayan bhai's fault. That they both are in this state. But it's not. They don't know the real reason except me. And to be honest I think that man is also involved in my brother's death. Rayan bhai or isha was not the reason bhai died, I was the reason. He went there to help me, he went there because of me. But I couldn't even tell anyone about this because I am scared, scared that they will be hurt because of me. I can't hurt the people I love. But now, someone knows a part of that now and I am again scared, scared of losing him!

"Are you okay now?" He asked.
I just nodded.

"Where were you going in that state? And exactly what happened?!"

That stalker, he sent me my pictures from the wedding and to be exact those pictures were like they were clicked from close. One of those pictures was from my room when I was reading one of the novels. And then someone called me, this was a new number I picked it up but the other person said "i am always watching you sweetheart." He said with a smerk and I quickly cut it off. But that terrified me I already was thinking about the call that came in the lawn of that person. Because of that, I had a panic attack. It came after years, I was all fine even though my therapy ended, but today. It was worse. I needed pills to calm myself but so I came out to buy it and the rest is history.

"Will you say something?!" Aditya asked again.

"Nothing happened!" I lied.

"Why do you always lie Rahat! Can't you tell me. You know my breath stuck when you were unconscious I was just walking here and there and didn't know what I was doing! For god's sake my mind was not even working!!" He yelled all that.

And I just smiled. I love it.

"Don't smile." He said.

"You know you just confessed!" I tried to turn the conversation.

"What?" He asked with a face are you real?

"You did, now you can't deny!" I replied.

"Rahat" He said in a serious tone "you can't turn the things,  reply to what I asked."

"Nothing happened Adi, I just had a fever!" I replied.

"Then what are these?" He asked showing me those pictures, that the stalker sent.
My eyes went from the photos to Adi's eyes and i don't know what was on them. I really don't!